hanmeier

2007-02-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

2007-01-28T10:58:00.000+08:00

woohoo!

i look 72% like beyonce!
shake that ass! wahaha..

i look 70% like shu qi!
the pretty lips.. =)

i look 70% like jessica alba!!
who's gonna get me another tiger beer?

the others... needless to say lar. haha.

and omg.. i look like a guy. thanks ah thanks! =.=

for ur viewing pleasure. credits to yvette sweetie! =)

2007-01-28T10:15:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

danial(kak): YO KAK! i'm so honoured! yupps, we'll get tgt reallllll soon wen all the bloody test ar e over yea? =)
kris: hey babe! i miss u!!!
Xx___cHaRiSsa___Xx: tagged!
yanqing: hey devil lil woman! haha. I MISS YOU TOO! i have tons to tell u. muacks!
shuning: NINGNING!!!!! damn long rite? coz someone bz ma hor??? haha.
meow: thanks for everything kitty! u cheer up too rite? =)) i miss our "suntanning" sessions.
junn: aiyo.. ltr corrupt my link page ah! haha. see la.. u bluffed me. boo! :(
S: HAHA! cute rite... yippee!!

**

updated my desires! heehee..

2007-01-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

i tell you...

I LOVE CHINGAY SOOOO MUCH!!!

i love the friends over there. i love the volunteers. i love the hours. i love sector 4.3 (my group)

haven been seeing them for a week. today is the day! hoho. =)

jocelyn the pretty babe greeted me with "FIONA!!!" awwww.. that's so sweet of her. from her tone, i know she missed me. because she greeted xinyi with "oh hi, xinyi" HAHA! and that made her so jealous. wahaha. love you, babes!

jocelyn, noah, xinyi, our LOUSY-LOSER-LEADER LIM HUI JUN and me sat together during the oh-so-boring lecture and made soo much noise. we sat in the front somemore. haha. it was sooo fun! love you guys! poor noah, sitting by himself, am chio-ing all the way, just because he had FENCING COMPETITION the previous week. haha.

we cut out masks for the fund-raising day (our theme is masquerade). we ate sinful chocolates. we shared the yoghurt ice cream. we craped. we played together. oh.. it so feels like we know each other for a damn long time. =)

met up with wei jie and had lunch with the chingay gang (mxl, muthu sao, kai wen, linette and mimi) at muthu sao's mumu place -- prata. HAHA! sooo fun!!

accompanied wei jie to go collect his spoilt 5 times hp at wisma and we just walked around. i was so tired and got caught in my own deep contemplation that i kinda neglected him. sorry dear.

got home and set to heart to finish my tutorials as ordered. I CAN DO IT!

all the best for your canoe race. YOU CAN DO IT! <33

things always turn out better when talking comes in. i just love talking. =)

2007-01-23T21:47:00.000+08:00

sick, damn.

i skipped school.. all the tutorials are sure going to pile up. all the unfamiliar topics staring at me right in the face all over again. i doubt i'm ever going to clear my doubts. damn.

but u light up my life. =) thanks for the visit and the sweets and the card.

2007-01-21T11:58:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

`fatin: AIYO! i'm not frequently using the net wat.. lol. IT's SO FUN!
PASSERBY: eh ger ah.. pls wake up noe! FIONA ONG is then the best ok! haha. =P
reporridge: haha.thanks thanks! =)
yanqing: I LOVE U DARLING!!! =)
long ge: at least i bothered to wish u ok! =P
lins: aiyo.. don say lar.. i shy sia. haha
via: oh pls. u were begging me to let u rape me can! haha.

2007-01-20T21:36:00.000+08:00

it was a damn fulfilling day today. =) i simply love 20jan07! <33 went bishan to help the chingay bears to dress up. the group wanted to give up at first, but in the end we had more fun than we thought we would have. u know, actually dressing up bears is such a tiring CHORE.
we were suppose to finish one whole box of bears, and we really thought we couldn't make it. in the end, we finished the whole box even before time was up. =)

the selected bears up for show done by me..

sumo sumo

da chang jin

bae yong jun

wahaha.. i was super lame and i went around showing evrybody the bae yong jun bear. haha.

the damn 'efficient' group of bear making.

thanks for the joy and laughter darlings! =) and i just oh-my-godly realised xin yi THE GREAT and i look pretty alike! oh my god~~

the beloved classmates went to dr alfiani's house for some no-occassion lunch. that was so sweet of her! =)

we had so much fun in her house because some brilliant person suggested us to play TRUTH OR DARE -- the deadly dare game. in the end, there's no truth and all of us played dare. hoho.

and this being the second cake of the month... argh... THE FATS!

yun long was the first who kena dared, dragging the most innocent kai hua down. yun long was supposed to piggy back her around the house and there was this commotion that yun long couldn't carry her. oops! (note that both of them are wearing same colour of shirt)

then it was puneet who had to go to the bottom of the flat and sing some love song to yong huan. (i'll upload the video soon)

hafiz was next and poor michelle had to seat on top of him while he did 5 push ups..

and of course not forgetting the TAU POK

tsk tsk.. GUYS are GUYS! =.=

then it was me, and i shall not elaborate on it. million thanks to LIM WEI JIN! thanks ah thanks. =.=

wei jin got her taste of sbotaging people and her turn was to 'molest' wadi in search for a tiny piece of tissue paper. HAHA! wadi was enjoying the touching, right? lol

yong huan and kevin bit onto a card and walked to the other end of the room. they were suppose to kiss each other with a card in the middle, actually.

poor cheng xing had to go to the bottom of the flat and eat grass! omg.. weijin was so cruel laar!

the finale was: YIANG MENG and HAFIZ

five seductive poses from the 2 of them. THEY WERE SUPER GAY CAN!!! >.<

then off we headed to east coast for an hour of pool. i realise that smokers are blind. because they donnoe how to read signs that say "NO SMOKING HERE". it's either they are blind or they can't read. i think people who invent these kinds of signs should lower down the level of dificulty in those words to EVEN more pictures.

i didn't play because.. i have no more $$ =( but it was equally fun to see them throwing off their faces. HAHA.

=)

the part after pooling wasn't fun anymore. the tiredness overwhelmed us and we dread walking. we walked from place to place in search of dinner. it was danm late before we reached parkway. i didn't have dinner in the end.

thanks yun long for sending me home and sorry, NO DINNER FOR U TOO. =P haha.

2007-01-19T21:43:00.000+08:00

thank you mr wong for the hippo hippo! =)

2007-01-18T23:13:00.000+08:00

saw the darling josephine ytd at her work. she works in white sands! omg.. she has been working there for almost a month and i only realised it ytd..

after a short talk,we decided to meet together the next day (which is coincidentally her first day off from work). that lovely girl was so excited that she kept smsing me in the middle of my lessons counting down to the hours that we are left to meet each other. wee~

whilst deciding what we should have for dinner, the ever-so-popular ikea meatballs came to my mind and.. off to ikea we went!

we were so lost when we got to the cafe&restaurant because... i also donnoe the reason. but we were just confused what to order and HOW to order. seems like everyone knows how, it was embarrassing. yes, and i was reminded constantly that i'm wearing my school uniform. haha.

behind the counter, WE SAW CASSANDRA!! we asked for her help and she kindly added much sauce to our meatballs. thanks ah! =)

and this is the 20 bucks dinner.. >.<

we talked for hours and hours. it's been like a month since i last saw her. yes, it's not exactly very long, but.. i just miss her lar.

haha. she's so cute! =P

we went for some furniture shopping, which is obviously not of any use. but we did have fun and i'm surprised that the ikea branded snake is still alive and kicking in the crate.

we hogged onto the swing for a damn long time that when we finally got out of it, children came rushing towards our direction and shout "AYE! I WANT TO PLAY!!" oh my.. so embarrassing!

mirrors mirrors galore! if u want to see how u look in 360 degrees, please go ikea and u'll find out. so many many mirrors around that we couldn't help ourselves to them! bleah

darling darling! i miss u sooooooo much. =( let's catch up again soon soon soon yea? muackx!!

2007-01-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

i learnt a new skill: print screen. mwahaha~ super cool laaa!! i shall do some samples..

i love love love yan keng dearie soooo much!! =) cheer up darling, he's not worth it yea? u deserve soo much better. he sucks! ahem..

and multi thanks to mr peh yun long. i was so kind to even add that line of HAPPY BIRTHDAY and this is how he treated me.. thanks. just multi-thanks..

argh! GP just sucks lar. can someone teach me how to do research? goonzzz =(

2007-01-14T10:59:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

steph: wo hen hao! ni hao mah? let's meet up again soon, darl! =)
`fatiN: yupps! of course. MIKE! i nvr dao u b4 ah.. u den don dao me ah! haha.
pierre: shuddup lar, ltr i capture u all over again ah! =P
xiaoya: haha. sure sure, i'll only listen to u! love u! =)
charissa: DONE! =)

-- many happy returns!

2007-01-14T08:46:00.000+08:00

coupleS (not couple, coz it's not just 2 things that happened) of things happened but i was just SO busy to update the blog. k, blame it on laziness, actually.

since day 1 of jan 2007 till now, i have watched Night At The Musuem (with my family) and DeathNote 2 (with the girls). both movies are so great that i felt they worth the money and i want to catch them again. of course, that sound s very ridiculous, because who will want to watch the same movies again if they have the (fake) DVD at home. GAH!

had some fun with kengy at her house because her house damn big. it was so big that she even have this telecom thing in her house!

i love her hair and did something to mine too.

i shall take a photo of her again next time. i love u, kengy! =)

i'm in deep love with MJC because she let us have our FAVORITE subject on the first period of every mondays, which basically means ~~bloody~~ econs lecture. damn.

walking in the big rain means shrinking of shoe size. seriously, i have no idea on that. ___ (someone of whom i should not mentioned) and i walked in the big rain to home from the mrt station. blimey! the beloved nose kept dripping what-seems-like-water when i reached home. but it was romantic. =)

campfire from orientation sure brings back all the memories we held together one year ago. friends come and go, shit. makes me think of him all over again.

I'M OFFICIALLY MISSING MY REG4 DARLINGS! =(

i'm so looking forward to the actual chingay parade because it actually spells FUN! we had ice-breaking session with the entire sector (we were divided into 4 sectors and i'm proudly in sector 4) and i'm loving them so much already! i met some new friends and boy! they are either pretty or VERY pretty. haha. i'm booked every saturdays for chingay, so cancel all your to-be-dates-with-fiona on sats and put them on friday evenings. that was just a gentle reminder. =P haha

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to PEH YUN LONG on 07jan2007 =)

school is usual and canteen food too. only with some exception with my awfully disgusting lunch

co has been quite a blast. i always thought we are goner for sure because of the lack of man power and perhaps skills, but when i looked at the sign-up list during CCA Recruitment, i got shocked. 33 signed up for co and we were damn happy (considering we only have pathetic 21 J2 souls. not that the J2s are pathetic, but is the NUMBER. don get me wrong. =P) at least we can depend of some J1s and who knows? we might even get GOLD with Honurs (a dream too far to realise, actually.)

getting raped by 2 girls (elvia and jenny isn't actually a fun thing. they raped me with extra clothes on. =.=

i'm so dumbly spastic! you'll get it too, U 2! =P

the omg-ly fact: i've got 2 earholes on my left ear (sorry kengy!). my dream has come true, although it also means me going home with my hair all messy and monster-like (in fear of my mother noticing for the rest of m life). i reached home on the first day and she asked "aiyo! why ur hair like that?" and my reply "oh, no lar. my head very pain from the tight tying of the hair." and she went on doing her paperwork. there! i did it! =X

maybe i want to have the 3rd earhole?

as of last saturday, we went back SRJC to have our chingay training. i got swopped off from my previous grouping. like wth lar! 2.2 (my new group) sucks like there's no tomorrow coz everyone was like dead!! 4.3 rocked last week, this week and forever! i secretly did something...

this godzilla drink is surely gigantic in size and it cost 2.50 bucks! (intro-ed by the ever-so-chio enjiao).
maybe i shall have this drink to pull up dreadful weight by 0.5kg every sat. oh boy~

as i was desperately finishing the godzilla, we spotted a bus that is super cool!

looks like 2 buses right? actually it's only one bus and the other was painted in exact colour of the first one. no wonder bus painters are earning so much nowadays (not that i know of anyone).

completing assignements and tutorials is something that i simply love, because.. i can't think of a reason to love them actually. but we have to do it anyway. so.. i HAVE TO love them. read into the meaning: it's FORCE! argh! whatever.

i woke up with a fright. damn it. the only day that i can wake up at my own account have to be frightening. damn. nvm, i'll say "GOOD MORNING" to everyone in my class from tmr onwards. EVERYBODY, that is.

2007-01-04T21:59:00.000+08:00

it sucked! please let it go away.. argh! i hate it hate it hate it hate it hate it HATE IT! grr.. how i wished everything wasn't what it is. whatever lar! SHUT UP AND GET LOST BEFORE I DO ANYTHNG TO YOU. drop the pretence and face up to reality, u dumb!

SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP
SHUT UP

S-H-U-T U-P!

am not in a gd mood! update about what happened in due time.

2007-01-01T20:28:00.000+08:00

resolution for 2007:

shoo the damn fats
swim thrice a week, gym thrice a week and rest on one day
try to like those whom i don really before
be a good girl and ~~NOT~~ listen to mama
make time for friends i've lost contact with
pay extra attention during lessons, i promise!
save save save
finish what i'm suppose to finish for that day
cut down on smsing
keep my desk clean before slping

and this is my tagline for the year: THINNER, TONNER, TANNER

i'll work doubly, triply, whatever-ly hard this year to achieve my resolution and cancel them off when i've achieved them. till then! =)

2007-01-01T15:53:00.000+08:00

replies to tags:

yuheng: hey hey! hmm.. i'll tell him about you yea? cheers to u!
lins: LOL! poisoned by u ah? haha. don insult my darlings OK! haha. =P
valerie: HAPPY 2007 TO U TOO! L)
danial(kak): haha. pretty right! lol. i love them!! i hug them while i was watching tv that day. haha.
wilson: lol.because, i was blog hopping and thought of u, so i thought i'd drop bY! haha. HAPPY 2007, pal! =)
yvette: hey darling! don wry, u'll still be in my heart! muackx. u were on my list long long time ago, dear. haha!
ching wei: HELLO! din noe u visit. haha. aiya.. tt ronale laar! haha.

-- happy 2007, everyone! best wishes..

2006-12-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

celebrating a new year? it's another day with the family, but this time at vivo. i expected to buy some great stuff, but well, we went home empty handed again. ha!

**

OMG OMG! time flies.. now is already so bloody close to 01jan2007! so fast.. tomorrow is first FIRST of JAN already!! i still can't believe it, hence the exclamation. pardon me, sorry. =P

right, let's take a look back at 2006. i think it's not a bad year after all, considering i did not fall sick very often, not that i remember though. but i still skip lessons, faking stomach aches in the morning. it's SOMETIMES only, ok?! i'm still a good girl. =P but come to think of it, my stomach kept giving me the runs in the morning (real ones) after the june holiday. i wonder what happened to me. many claimed i ate something wrong. but it couldn't be ALWAYS eating something wrong right? i remember i kept having the runs in the morning and my stomach hurt damn badly for consecutively 4 days recently. i have yet, and doubt i will ever, find the reason for this unusual and unglam 'habit'. oh wells.

the new environment (mjc), the new year (2006), the new.. whatever, as we get a step even closer to society, made me realise that this world ain't what i used to think it to be. first, it's the people. i'm not saying that people in mjc aren't good or what, it's just that i had a closer look at what other people think and am able to think even more than i used to think. argh! i donnoe what i'm talking about, frankly. haha. the new year fever, i guess. actually it's JJ lin on the tv now, so i was SLIGHTLY distracted. anyway, good and bad mixed together in the school is.. terrifying, i don't know. but i think i kinda suffered pretty much emoness in the middle of the year somewhere. come to think of it, it's pretty dumb of me lar. it's all because i think too much and the trouble was all because.. I THINK TOO MUCH. there.. i told u, i think alot. =p but all that i have thought of are rubbish, i admit.

that aside, i'm glad i still have great friends around me, supporting me and listening to all that i have to woe about. thanks guys! u guys helped me so much..

actually, i'm considering whether this to be the last post of this blog. we shall see about it again. thanks to all those who have seen me through this 1.5 years' old blog. maybe i'll continue to blog, but maybe in another blog. or maybe i'll just continue to blog here. oh wells. i really donnoe. shit, i'm suddenly feeling all emo again. the 2006 memories kept rushing back to me. for specific ones, look back at my archives then.

on a lighter note, i'm here to wish everybody

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

bye 2006! i love u too!! =))

2006-12-30T18:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday

carrying a light heart, the sweet girlfriend accompanied me to make my ezlink card. oh, did i mention i lost my ezlink card on happy christmas day? what an irony. =/ i was hoping that we could finish the procedure of making the card faster, so that we could go around shopping more. but to much disappointment, few others were already in queue when we reached. i bet they were carrying the same thinking as i was. ok, the next time i lose my card again, i'll come at 10 (they open at 10am). nono, CHOY! i don want to lose my card anymore. if it's free, i don't mind losing it. well, it comes with a price for losing things. that bloody card cost me 19 bucks! and for topping up, it's 5 bucks. so in a morning even before 12nn, i spent 24 bucks. adding on to that, 2 old people asked for translation service from both of us. i don't mind doing the translating la, but it's just that this classic ah pek was making a big fuss out of nothing! both of us were so malu-ed. because behind us, there were like around 5 people. oh wells.

miss sim sms-ed to call for an outing with the ex co comm people which includes mingli, ching wei and the comm from the previous batch yesterday. i was elated when i received the msg, coz it was like super long since i last saw them. i begged the ever-so-hesitant-to-say-yes-to-me mother to allow me to go. alas, she allowed. i cheered like there's no tomorrow and i even thought of what to wear. and guess what? miss sim's next sms made me went bonkers. she said that some of the people couldn't make it, so had to change to new yr. =.= i was like... GRR! but luckily, shilin was there. i wondered whether i should go shopping with her or go ziqi's house or just go home. i was granted a night's out. but i didn't know what to do. whilst struggling, it was my turn to talk to the lady behind the translink counter.

in the end, i decided to go shopping with shilin and her mother (who initially wanted shilin to accompany her to shop) changed her mind and asked shilin to settle her lunch and dinner outside. woohOO! we shopped around tampines and BOY! we saw this wonderful bag that cost 29.30 bucks after discount. it's a very pretty bag and it comes in 3 colours. i wanted the gold one and shilin wanted the white one. BUT! both had no $, so it was all plain talk. it was internal struggle for me, actually. remember i stated inside MY DESIRES that i want a leather sling bag? yes.. this is a leather sling bag, it's soft leather somemore! it's all that i expect of a dream bag. and 30bucks ain't that expensive right? on second thoughts, i have to spend close 90 bucks on my shoes later on, so i didn't manage to buy it. boo! but.. should i?

anyway, we had lunch at pizza hut. we sat there wondering what we should actually spend our money on. i need to but shoes, tops, bottoms, bag, stationaries... ARGH! quote from mother: money is NEVER enough. how true!! when the lunch was finished, i decided to pluck up my courage and but that adidas gold shoes that i've been eyeing for the past few weeks. but it cost 89bucks, hence the struggle. i called my mother but she, obviously, was of no help. walking briskly into the royal sporting house, i breathed in damn hard and asked the salesperson for my size. the courage i said earlier was plucked up, but god wasn't on my side. the handsome salesman told me that they don't come in my size! i wonder whether to be happy or not. frankly, that golden shoes aren't new and i think they've been out for quite some time. although that was that, i still felt dejected. i couldn't get the dream bag, i can't find my shoes...

THEN!

a brilliant idea struck me. VIVOCITY! actually, i really hated that place. because no matter how many times i've been there, i went home empty handed. but then again, there's a big adidas store there, so i think it should have my size for that shoes. shilin and i went home and changed (because we were both dressed.. un-vivo like). all the way to harbourfront meant i can meet up with ziqi and pass her the long belated birthday present. BUT! i only realised that i forgot to bring her present when we were already on our way to harbourfront station. =.= how dumb. i met ziqi with empty hands (i'm so pai seh), and to think she still gave me christmas present! darling!! thanks a million, muackx!! =)

we shopped around vivo in search for better shoes at a better price. and in the end, we ended up in PULL AND BEAR. BOY! that's a brilliant place to shop for clothes. the clothes are cheap, gd material and pretty. i bought a shirt at 20 bucks and shilin bought her friend's present too. there! i settle my lust for pretty clothes. but it's another 20 bucks gone. boo!

we finally settle ourselves in adidas and i saw these pretty pink shoes. i asked the salesgirl whether they come in my size and i even asked her "surely there is right?" she even confirmed with me "yes, definitely." with much confidence. while waiting for her to go get my size, i happily tried on the shoes that are on display.

IN THE END!

"sorry, we don have the stock." WTH! she even confirmed with me that "yes, definitely there is" oh wells.. just my luck. i asked whether we could reserve it at another store.. that's the only way out, i guess. there's no more days left for me to go shopping anymore. so i thought i have to get my shoes by hook or by crook. of course, by hook, we went to THE CATHAY (new shopping centre) to get it.

when we reached the cathay, it was already 9plus. we settled my shoes in a jiffy (not really, actually. =P) and off we went to ya kun to have our dinner. OMG! my pink shoes are really pretty! although it's kinda not-the-normal- kind, but i still love it. no shoelaces means no trouble in tying shoelaces and fret not when running! yippee!! =))

i didn't exactly like the shoes in the beginning, but the more i look at it, the more i'm loving it!

anyway, the real thing is: I SPENT OVER A HUNDRED YESTERDAY! and all this came out from my own pocket money.. boo! my parents didn't even sponsor any..i'm now left with 1/4 of my pay left. although spending money can make someone happy, but spending my own money is something i grieve about. please don't let anybody to have the same shoes i do. i'll go bang the wall! >.<

on a lighter note, thanks shilin for the wonderful day too! =))

**

anyway, i've decided to leave the colours as it is already. i'm so bad at colour combi. i'll just leave everything to grey colour. not that this is my fav colour. it's just that.. it's plain and normal. so, yea.. enjoy the long post! tata~

2006-12-28T17:59:00.000+08:00

ooh.. i have the sudden urge to go pierce a second ear hole. i don't know. but i just feel like it.. should i? *ponders*

**

i was tidying my closet drawer which is used to put, well, quite useless stuff. it's not exactly useless, it's just.. use-less. less used items. and boy! i found out that that there are so many pieces of letters. i remember the joy that always embraces me whenever i receive a letter. =)) before i enjoy the joy that came rushing back to me, i have to tidy this whole load of... rubbish, i should say.

hidden amongst the rubbish, piles and piles of envelopes made me so happy. just by looking at the stamps, i realise these letters run all th way back to when i was sec1. ooh... the presbyterian memories.. OMG! i'm starting to miss all of them all over again. =(

see! i still keep this badge, though it's all rotten and yellow. haha. and can u imagine the cuteness of sec1 people? this guy, ronald, because of his not-very-nice handwriting even typed out a birthday card to me in chinese! TYPED! cool eh? haha. ok, it's more of a letter than a card lar. heez.

and because i had the habit of writing letters, i used to bug my mama to buy lots of nice nice letter papers for me. and to think i still keep this!

it used to be quite popular right? hahaha.. =P

phone cards.. any public phones around? aye.. i realised that day that mj has no public phones! they are so generalising! they think ALL students have phone and they think other students will lend some other their phone! ok lar, will is will lar.. but what if this person who doesn't have a phone want to use public phone? what if there's this visitor want to use a phone then did not bring his/hers? what if.. yea, and come to think of it.. i can't really see much public phones around in singapore either. wow! we've become soooo high-teched!

and this is the best card i've received over the years. so pretty!

credits to rena! =) the scent is still there sia. cool right! after so many years.. woolala!

**

btw, a new thought came to my mind. ok lar.. it's not new thought. it has been buggingg me for a long log time..

I WANT A FREAKING UNDERWEIGHT WEIGHT!

ok, maybe not underweight. just... maybe.. 38kg? 5kg less! I CAN DO IT!!!! just all of u watch.. i can cut off 5 kg in... 2 months. i'm going to be thin thin thin in feb, before chinese new year. WOOSH! pls clear the chocolates and DO NOT eat sweet stuff infront of me. thank you. maybe i should finish the choc shilin gave first then i go slimming. =P

this is wat i'm going to do when school reopens. my diet, that is:

breakfast: skip
lunch: skip
dinner: home food
in betweens: drink plenty of water, eat vege, no tibits..

then i shall go gyming every single day. shall i go gyming during break time, since i'm not eating? no la, i will faint. i will just.... let's just see what i can do at that time.

ok lar, maybe sometime i don be so strict with myself. haha. =P i'm so not determined. nono, i will be determined this time! I WILL!

2006-12-28T15:25:00.000+08:00

replies to taggs:

charissa: merry christmas to u too! i'll link soon. =)
WX: HAHA! ok sure sure. u wan fire or thrown into the sea? =P
danial(kak): aww... how i wished i can live till 82yrs+1 day, so u wun be miserable.
valerie: MERRY CHRISTMAS TO U TOO, BABE! muacks =D
abang: haha. no lar, i'm pooh, coz i'm going to die one day later den u. heehee. =)
doris: haha! MERRY CHRISTMAS IN BELATED! lol..
ser: ya lo.. boo! how come u nvr go busstop!!
ziqi: OMG! darling!!!! i miss u like crazyYY!!!
jo: heehee. okies! maybe even after sch reopen, we still can go out. hoho.
manel: haha. thanks alot babe! but SOME say they taste like dough. HOHO! merry christmas! muacks!
stacie: haha! yippee! sure sure. i wan to go sentosa again! haha. let's get everybody tgt yea? rock on, ger!

-- only for u, my dear frens. =)

2006-12-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

shilin: hello!
me: hey hi! (shocked that she's calling me)
shilin eh, later u at home not? not going out right?
me: uh.. i not going out. why?
shilin: i go ur house to study hor. at home very bored leh.
me: REALLY?! (surprised that she wants to come my house) ok!
shilin: uh.. i come at.. no lar, don tell u. i give u surprise.
me: haha. ok lor. just ring the bell.
shilin: eh... pack the house hor. i don wan to see untidiness.
me: huh? orh.. ok lor. how come?
shilin: aiya.. just pack the house lar.
me: er.. ok lor. eh? why? u don anyhow anyhow hor.
shilin: huh? aiya! just pack ur house ok?
me: haha. ok lar. relac ah! haha.
shilin: ok, bye
me: haha. bye..

and i resumed back to youtube, not thinkiing twice of what she said.

*DING DONG*

me: HELLO! eh!? u nvr bring things over how to study?
shilin: huh..? OH YA HOR! aiya.. shit.
me: aiya, nvm laar.. i accompany u go ur house and take.
shilin: orh, ok..

THEN!

PIERRE appeared at my door step. OMG! shocked me out of my life. hahaha! i kept on laughing when i saw him. OMG! haha. till now, i'm still laughing when i think of it. it was hilarious lar! it was really surprise attack sia. haha. pierre and shlin ganged up together to give me a surprise christmas visit. how sweet! =) they gave me christmas presents and guess what did pierre gave...

he's been calling me sihat (for some afiq reason), and he gave me LUX! thanks ah.. and shilin gave me marble chocolate. =))

and they wrapped the presents in..

gucci and louis vuitton! lol.. with that hanmeier.com thing.. =.= haha. so innovative!! i laughed till almost die when i saw this man! haha!

using the recycled wrapping paper shilin has and newspaper, they pasted SIONA on them. haha. oh and did i mention their presents? they wrapped in tons and tons of layers of newspaper.. lol! so funny..

after discovering that my red porridge cannot be eaten, we went to blk 85 to have lunch. come to think of it, the 3 of us are not from the same class not same sec sch... nothing in common. BUT! we realised that we have ONE thing in common... our PW teacher is MR COLIN CHEONG! lol.. we just kept on crapping all the way till 5 plus. haha. so fun!

yippee yay! love u guys!! =)) thanks for the surprise. haha.

the SIHAT story

it started all the way back to cheerleading for calisto around may(?). we joined cheerleading, then there was this part where i had to be lifted. then because calisto has lack of guys and cheng xing saw afiq sitting with the phobos people doing nothing, so we asked hi m to help us out in lifting people. so he lifted me. i sat on his hands and from then on, he called me sihat. =.= sihat in VS terms means smelly. and since sihat and sihan quite similar, he called me sihat. and this name travelled far and wide. then, people kept calling me sihat. not that i stink, OK! haha. =P this is the reason for pierre giving me that LUX shower cream. lol.

2006-12-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

food, glorious food! yum yum! =(

the festive season has fed me enough. plentiful of chocolates made me become so much plentiful. let me announce some not-very-good-to-hear news: I'VE GONE SOOOOO MUCH FATTER. omg! i don't know since when did i realise about me getting so fat and.. and.. well, fat. i bet it's all the chocolates that has done to me lar. i wanted so much to cut down on the fats that hug me like koala bear during this 2months holiday. sigh... no avail. I FAILED! grr..

yesterday went to have lunch at some geylang place with my family. kuey chap was what we had. well, if u donnoe what's kuey chap, it's just made of pork and pork and pork. it's all meat laa. oh wells. that's something that i have been rejecting all month. we had some finger food, that's fried calamari (seriously yum yum) and cheesy chicken just before dinner. THEN! we went east coast to have dinner which was 50plus bucks worth. can u imagine how much we ate today? it's either meat or fried food. it's soooooo unhealthy and fat. both my sis and bro are thin people, so they wouldn't care. my dad and my mum just prefer to eat whatever they can, they don care about figure. so here i am, the one and only fat one in the family, complaining that we shouldn't be eating so fatty food. of course, nobody listens! it's 4 against 1! shit.

today.. we went to some changi place to have dinner. it's meat, meat and meat again. argh!! to think my mother still bought log cake. and boy, i have to admit.. the cake is damn nice! i woke up today, wanting to take a picture of the cake, but whe i opened the fridge, it was cut into pieces. i managed to take the box though.

pretty right? the box is sooo damn pretty! then the cake..

it's much prettier than this la, actually. so sinful to have gobbled up 3 slices of it. boo!

christmas did so much to me. =((

but in anyway, here's wishing all u guys

MERRY CHRISTMAS

ps: weird.. how come when one think of christmas, she will use these 2 colours?

2006-12-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

on our list of what-are-we-going-to-do-today states: S.G.S. nah, it's not SinGapore Sales. it's Studying, Gyming and Shopping. great. we are doing 3 healthy things. studying and gyming are naturally healthy things to do but maybe you would think otherwise of shopping. u are so damn wrong! shopping is also a form of exercise, modified one that is. it trains your mind, hand, legs and even your wallet -- for thinking 'whether i should buy this', shuffling through the nah-not-this clothes, kicking anybody who gets in your way while looking for your needs and wants and of course, purchasing your yes-this-is-the-ones. see? ain't shopping a great form of exercise? it trains every part of your body. we shall all go shopping in replacement of both studying and gyming. no wonder guys are so un-healthy. bleah. =P

planned to finish at least maclaurin's series at shiln's house today, but.. her house has too many distractions. yes, this is one of the things i don like about her house. DISTRACTIONS! haha. i only managed to finish till question 3 and wait.. which question did i start from? yes, question3. thanks alot for studying. and off to gym at around 4 plus. with the determination to kill my fats, i ran... ran.... only 4 rounds. and shilin ran.. 6 BLOODY ROUNDS! and she went on high speeds! i wonder who's the one who needs to kill the fats. =.=

after the washing up and some embarrassing thing, we headed off to parkway in search for tops, bottoms, whatever. actually, it's just to find her cousin.. ok, in short, SHOPPING. bleah. her cousin is really friendly. friendlier than her 2 other sisters i would say. and to think i still thought she has already hit her 20s. but hell no! she's only 16! younger than me sia!! haha. but lucky thing is that she is friendly. *smiles* we tried on plenty of clothes and played around in mango changing room. siying (her cousin) kept coming to our room and getting us new clothes to wear. guess what? she brought out my own shirt and put it amongst the other clothes because she thought one that is one of her mango tops. LOL! so malu lar! her colleagues were laughing at her like donnoe what. actually, it was my fault lar. because it was me who gave her the pile of clothes that was to be brought out. haha.

some endless shopping in those branded shops like topshop, espirit, dorothy perkins... followed. i nvr knew parkway has so many branded shops. and of course, since they are branded, we are not supposed to buy them. we went around in pure pleasure to try on those good clothes.

well, all in all, i just love spending my little little time with shilin. =)

2006-12-21T16:00:00.000+08:00

i came across this site and...

am i really going to be dead so young?! omg.. i don wan to! i want to see my great grandchildren and everything. i wan a nice family. i want to live with my loved ones forever. but then again, will there be forever? sigh..

2006-12-21T12:14:00.000+08:00

yesterday

with the sun out bright (like so finally, in 2 bloody rainy days), shilin and i decided to go shopping in town. i usually think that the town is the best place to settle our shopping craves. but to my horror, despite walking for so long, I BOUGHT NOTHING! it's not that i don wan to buy, it's just that there's nothing that catches my attention and make both shilin and me go "WOW". sadly, none. i have more than 200 bucks in my wallet (because i just went to collect my previous pay from selling tako balls), but i only spent a grand total of 10bucks on food. FOOD! i can't believe i spent near 10 on food. sigh, what's the world coming to? ok, u may not know, but this is my make-believe: i will spend my money on things to wear than food, even if it's the last penny i have. dumb i know. i can even hear shilin's voice chanting in my brain "to eat is bliss". well, sometimes i just have to disagree with her. because if to eat is bliss and if by eating will get u damn fat (which i already am), is that still bliss? clothes can keep u warm where ever u go. can food do? ok, actually yes. because whenever the weather turns cold (like right now), i turn to porridge for warmth. but well.. yea, whatever. i just like contradicting myself. whatever!

anyway, so i was saying... we went to plaza sing to collect my pay and settling ourselves comfortably under the dim lighting of.. CARL'S JUNIOR! woohoo! both our first times there! i think we acted like idiots because we didn't even know how to order or do what. for heaven's! we didn't even know the drink is free-flow till i asked the waiter and he gave me that is-this-your-first-time-here? look. oh man! i was utterly disgraced. never mind. many people told me (including shilin) that the burgers in Carl's Juniors are WOW DAMN BIG! but but.. it's not exactly so.

when the burger was served, we were like: uuh.. o..ok. it's not amazingly big, yet we shared the burger. it's not TOO bad, neither was it TOO good. so spending 5.50 on half a meal.. IS NOT WORTH! well, it's an experience, i guess. haha

it's not wow-ly big right! there i told u! but surprisingly, it was damn filling. anyway, it's obvious that shilin is enjoying her meal. she's damn bloody cute lar! =)

since we felt filling, we walked all the way from plaza sing to bugis. it's 2 mrt stops, but it's donnoe how many tens of busstops. we were so proud of ourselves. HA! before we really left that area, we went passed THE CATHAY. some new shopping centre located somewhere ulu.

the pink christmas tree is soo preeeeetyy!! evil shilin made me take a picture with it alone.

so mighty sorang! =.= we shopped around and I SAW LIM SWEE SIONG!!! wow.. been a year since i saw him. and it's really a year. after we graduate, i never seen him already. he changed quite alot and i cant seem to recognise him! that was a pleasant surprise. =)

as we walked through the streets, on our way to bugis, we came across the singapore museum.

yea, it was pretty dark, sorry ah! i have no idea why i took the last picture. it was suppose to be more of it. i just find this amazing, anyway. amazingly boring, that is. bleah.

bugis is filled with... everything and nothing. nothing that suits me and everything that doesn't suit both me and shilin. oh wells. it's such a waste of time to shop there. i'll not shop there till next year already. NOTHING! w gave up bugis street and went inside the junction. there... ALSO NOTHING! but but.. shilin the rich went to bought a shirt which cost 60 bucks at espirit. wah.. so cool lar! i don even dare to spend 40 bucks on the sleeveless shirt which is so pretty! i tried on it for fun though. wahaha..

and i appear so ohmygod-ly FAT! argh! i hate going out with thin people!! =P

the beautiful day always has to be ended by some bad news. yun long told me that they might be cancelling the class bbq on fri due to the bad weather. NONO!!!!!! and this morning, i received the msg:

"hey ppl, we cancelled de food order for tml due to rainy weather. do u all still want an outing..? pls reply asap.. we'll take de majority vote.. thanks"

like wth la can!! i've even decided on what to wear and they actually cancelled the bbq. =.= and to think who will come up with an outing in just less than 24hours time? sigh.. looks like i can only see the class when sch reopens. i always envy classes that get together during holiday and have outings and such. and my class? NONE! i never see any of them or get in contact with any of them for 2 whole bloody months! i'm even closer to reg4 than to my class. OMG! what a class.. =.= even if we pray that rain don come tmr, oso no use. the food is already cancelled. ARGH!

**

i'm staying at home today. booo!

2006-12-20T09:20:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

lins: pls hor..no lor. the cokies u baked then sucked. =P haha..
anonymous: updated. =)
S: wahaha.. updated le laa.. haha. u oso nvr update. lol
pam: haha. it's ok. u are linked. =)
peiyun: ok! =) hope to see all of u reallll soon!
charissa: linked
kevin: yo hunk! haha. yea, no prob! i'll be there. I MUST SEE YOU THERE TOO AH! =)
mun: true true. tt's y u muz date me right? haha..
zul: hey ling!! i noe laa.. invr put music right? u go kris's u don come mine.. =(
mimi: hannah. u lazy pig!
kris: LOL! so how come the 2 gers aren't me? haha..
zhirong: HELLO! =))
via: haha.. aberden!! it's us wat.. haha.. =P
ser: yea, they came in le. Y U CLOSE UR BLOG!!
princess: =.=
a name: i noe it's an imposter. i even noe who 'MS. LAI' is.. haha.

HI!! i'm back, safe and sound. no, don get me wrong, i didn't go any overseas like my richie rich friends do (not even malaysia, so to say). well anyway, i'm here to update. and it takes quite a bit back. because somebody exposed my bad habit of changing the dates and saying that IT'S THAT DAY THAT THIS THING HAPPENED, i've decided to change. haha. i'll just label the dates very well this time. now, let's go back to.....

05dec06 tuesday
in celebration for jie shi's belated birthday, the dearest reg 4 people met up in the earlier afternoon to get her a present. things happened, but i'm not really sure. can go see fatin's, jie shi's or kristin's blogs for more details. anyway they came and find me at work first and i was damn shocked. actually, i didn't expect such a big group, actually i do la, but well.. so as i was saying, i was just shocked that someone (whom i assumed to be shafiq) shouted my name, then when i raised my head up, i saw THEM. haha. so cute. =) (ok, i mean them, not myself). after work, i went to carrefour to find the girls and we were searching high and low for the boyfriend who has such a caring-and-nice girlfriend. the guys were checking out the time for movies. and we had lots of noise pollution in carrefour. haha! so fun! =P

when we were done shopping, we met up with the guys and off to orchard road looking at the lights and CAM-WHORING! i think everybody was very restless, so we didn't really have so much fun. we were just walking along the streets and in we went to paragon(?) to give jie shi her present. so cute la, the bears. haha. because my mother called earlier to force me to go home earlier, we had to go. BOO! what a dred. so my day ended with the dearest reg4. and come to think of it, we have been together for so long though we don't usually see each other due to various commitments. well, i suppose there aren't that many OG groups around who have such tight contact as we do right? i'm so proud of ourselves. =)) love ya guys! muackx!!

christmas is just round the corner! =)

06dec06 wednesday
most of the co people walked to ikea to have our lunch. =.= so lame lar! we only had a few minutes left and we still go ikea. in the end as we came back to sch, the conductor has already came (ok, he ALWAYS come an hour earlier). so in conclusion, we were late. DAMN LATE. freaking late, i must say. i think it's almost half an hour? what bad examples right? we have juniors with us sia. sigh..

08dec06 friday
first time in my entire 4 years that i swim. woohoo! actually my favourite sport is to swim but because i don have swimming costume, i stop swimming since sec1. luckily shilin's condo has swimming pool, if not i cant imagine when's the next time i'll step into a pool. ahHH.. swimming so fun! i enjoy swimming so much.. haha. I LOVE SWIMMING! anybody has swimming dates, please ask me along. thanks. =)

went to eat buffet with sebas at Han River which is at simei. well.. the food is ok la, but i was on the verge of vomiting after all the food. but, i don remember eating that much. ok lar, we sat there for 3 hours. haha. it's quite alot. but.. i just can't remember. bleah. before i went to eat, shiloin told me not to eat too much meat, but i think the meat is the best thing to eat at steamboat. anyway, i kinda regret going to et this. i'll only go eat steamboat buffet when i really really really feel hungry and not just a tinge of hungriness. i promise. =P

09dec06 saturday
went shopping with darling yan keng at bugis. hoho. she's so funny laa! that black magic ger. and i just don understand, such a thin person will say herself fat. oh wells, women~ and she's REALLY damn thin la! we had lunch at the bugis street cafe. oooh... my 3rd time there and the food is YUMMY! we shopped around the 2nd level and kengy bought a ring (on accident because she broke it. HA!), a brown long sleeve and a pair of 39.90 bucks jeans. she can fit into a 25waist jeans and she still say she's fat. grr..! and this is the first time that i actually spend so much money (which is around 30 plus) on my shopping spree. ok, it's not called shopping spree for nothing. lucky i got work. hoho! i bought a brown top (which i always wanted), a bikini and... and.. oh? i just bought this 2. adding on with food, it should be around 30 plus la. it's so fun today!

i love kengy soooo much! heehee.

and i love my bikini too. =))

she's a star!

and i love cookie! =))

10dec06 sunday
i cant believe it! i saw gary and the odacians twice in a row. as in, as i was shopping yesterday in bugis, i saw them and that bloody gary just diao me. and TODAY! i saw him and them again. =.= but luckily they didn't see me. i fled when i saw them. LOL! so childish, i know. but ltr gary diao me again la! i was working and having my break time. i went to kfc alone and decided to have my lunch there. well, i don like the feeling of having lunch alone, so it's a big decision to eat there ALL ALONE. and of all pple i have to see, i see gary. =.=

12dec06 tuesday
hualala! i went to shilin's house to bake cookies!!! so fun lar! actually i went to her house planning not to do anything, then in the end, we came out with this idea to bake cookies. we searched the net for some cookie recipe. boy! the net is really full of everything. before we got the recipe, we biked to the mrt to pass kaiwen something and we went to katong flowers to find pamela. wahaha.. like the 2 of us were dating like that, she cycled and i sat at the back enjoying the breeze. HA! we nearly got knocked into the tree at one time. there's a slope at the back of katong flowers, so we played a little there. as we cycled to the top, there.. anglican high. having live in bedok area for so long, i really have no idea where ahs is. haha.

anyway, we were cycling around to have some fun. wootx! then as we got home, we went to check the recipe, and off we set off to our nearby NTUC to bug all the ingredients. apparently, she only has eggs at home. haha. the hershey's choc chips are damn ex lar! we bought 3 big packs anyway. lol. we went to bedok's NTUC, which is soooo much bigger and bought the other ingredients. we spent a grand total of 30plus.. it's even MORE than what we usually pay for buffet. oh wells.. here are the ingredients. so messy..haha.

the cookie expert thinks the first batch of cookies...

SUCKED!

lol. anyway, i just realise that cheeese that becomes so bad will turn yellow and green and black. just by hearing the colour turns u off? here is wat i see!
sooo eeeeeeeewwwwww DISGUSTING! but i had a fun time with shilin. wahaha.. anyway, i changed my phone already.. =) sony k750I. =) my phone is almost twin to shilin's. yay!! heehee.

16dec06 saturday
went to shilin's house early in the morning to wrap ziqi's present. but in the end, my mother wanted me to be home by 1130am, so i cannot make it to ziqi's house. i shall post the picture after i give ziqi's her present. haha. so i was at her house doing really nothing.. this is the result of being TOO bored. haha.

her hair so cute right!! =))

we went to watch my brother's concert with my mother, with much persuasion. she was so reluctant to go initially. bleah.
we cam-whored inside the SCH. =.= then my mother oso wanna join in. LOL! after the concert, we had bbq at her house. actually, it's her sister's bbq and in the thought of those yummy food, we began to water. BUT! as we got back, there was nothing left for us. the pit closed already. boO! we got to eat somme leftovers though. haha. the left overs are actually... not too bad. yummY! =))

17dec06 sunday
today is my last day of work. woohoo! no more tako smells!! =) i made something for my colleagues. it's cookies wrapped with aluminium foil and a merry christmas tag on it. cool right!! yes, i know. thank you.. =) i'm so gonna miss them.. =( those wonderful short days there, i've learnt alot. really alot. and.. there's 2 handsome guys working at the back of our shop. sigh.. =P

18dec06 monday
eeeeeeeeeeee.. shilin went to her class chalet already. boo!

i realised that not working is pretty boring. i called danial (kak) last minute to study together. we asked siak (bang) along to study, but he insisted we go jalan jalan. so in the end, we really jalan-ed. we didn't even touch our books lar! bang brought his whole math file and we thought he really wanted to study.. but NO! he said "i'm a good boy so i brought my whole file." =.= he just want to show that he's a good boy by bringing his whole file, but nvr touch. LOL! we were like idling our time away, standing by the viewing mall. we kept crapping about anything. haha. so funny! =) though we didn't study, i still had fun. heehee. thanks alot, kak and bang! yippee!!

i like this shirt! i nvr thought my mother has such great taste! haha.

19dec06 tuesday
met up with princess to study at bedok library. on the way to meeting him, i was on this 222 bus and guess what! this is such a cool bus plate!

we were actually studying. in the end, we got so amazed by each other's phone and we start to use the camera on everything. and it's EVERYTHING. haha. so it's another day of fun and no study.. boo!

and yes, i've come to the end of recalling the past. it's already 1142am. it's a bloody 2 plus hours.. i shall post about today ltr wen i get back. i'm meeting shilin to go to town! woohoO~ another shopping spree.. YIPPEE YAY!

2006-12-19T19:23:00.000+08:00

hey pple! my com broke down ah, so i can't really blog. so here i am tellin u gus to patiently wait for me to blog again. haha. for frequent readers, pls don blurt out that my dates anyhow one. thank you. haha. i'll update really soon! I PROMISE!!

=P

2006-12-02T02:13:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

miss lai: wow! my great honour. =.= aik! don liddat say laa.. MIKE!
mun: haha.. ok lor, see first. =P u not dating me leh? haha.
kris: huh.. u were busy dating!? booooooo
ah bang: bang bang!!!! =) budget budget! haha. ya la, got.. u come when i knock off lor. haha. I MISS YOU!!!
princess: lol. malu malu!
via: lol.. kitty, u are the one lying to urself lar! haha.

less than half turned up for co bbq which is at shilin's house. so much for us organising. =.= anyway, we had fun... chatting. haha. elvia kitty, thanks for the talk. haha. never know we have so much in common in thinking, horr? haha. =P

i'm so curious about starting the fire that i kept asking tons of questions. actually, i just want to be prepared for the next bbq (if there is) IF there are no guys around or whoever who know how to start the fire.

poor shilin had to keep running up and down to get ice, water, whatever... thanks ah ger! :)

ahh... first time so late then go home. it was around 1130 when we all bid goodbye. shilin, kaiwen and shilin's cousin sent me home and then they went back. OMG! kai wen staying over at shilin's house! bleahx. i'm so jealous that i couldn't stay at her house. boo! haha.

**

i cant really get to sleep nowdays unless past 2am. either i cant get to sleep, or when i got to sleep, i would wake up in the middle of the night wondering.. this hasn't been bothering me for a long time already. and it's back again. sigh.. =(

ok la, i try to sleep now. nitey, people!

2006-11-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

my record for standing 9 hours straight, without any rst at all during work. i'm so proud of myself. =/ my supervisor so gd lar! she let me go off earlier coz she knows that i'm damn tiRed and did not rest for the entire day. =)

**

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MISS KOH JIE SHI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR TENG WEN YUAN

2006-11-29T23:29:00.000+08:00

had co just now. ok la, quite an improvement to the set piece. we finally get to hear the piece already. but still, my hope for co getting more than silver is not regained yet. =( elvia kitty is sick, get well soon ah! nobody to bicker with me in co, like very sian. haha. ok la ok la, i miss u! haha. =P

the DSA people came today. well.. i have to say that hey are completely different from the previous batch of DSA people (who are elvia and me). at least.. we respect the seniors. i'm not saying that this batch of DSAians dont respect us, but it's just that... it's different la. i oso donnoe how to say. NO OFFENCE! don misunderstand my statement ok! >.<

after co, it alawys means.. SPORTS!! =) yay! went tennis-ing with shilin at her condo. most of the time, we were picking up balls laa.. super lousy. but damn fun! haha. we kept running here and there, trying to hit the ball. but quite hard la. haha. i wonder how dominic (mj's tennis player) play la! =P

2006-11-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

thank you wei jie for accompanying me home yesterday. haha. the lights down orchard road very pretty right? i had my (10pm) night life! woo~ haha..

i had my pay already! lalalala~ here's my how-to-deal-with-my-pay list:

bikini
shoes
brown top
dangling earings
repair my phone (yes.. what the bloody hell, my pHONE SPOILT!!!)

haha.. actually, i got less than a hundred, and there are already a tons of things in my newest shopping list. haha. i'm super excited when i got the pay la! hoho! :)

**

went to jurong east to collect my online shopping shirt with dearest shilin. that puma sleeveless i have been eyeing all these days. but... it's not to my expectation laa.. my 10 bucks is like this gone... boo! =(

then we went town shopping nonetheless. woolala! we went to suntec, deciding how to spend my pay. haha. we had gelare waffle, it was bloody nice! woohoo~ i think im going to have gelare waffle every tuesday laa. haha! who's going to have it with me next tues? hmm.. anyway, i bought a cake for my mama from coffeebean. yes, i know. i'm THAT fillial. thanks. :)

then we headed to far east in seArch for my brown top and other tops or bottoms. oh yes! and my bikini. but... to no avaiL! guess wat?! with about a hundred in my walllet, i didn't buy anything home! GAH! wat a loser rite?! haha..

btw, the calamari in far east damn nicceyyyyyy! thank goodness that shilin likes calamari too, if not i wun get to taste it. woo! all of u should go try it laa! SERIOUSLY! it's very very nicceeyy!! hah. =P

oh yes!!! we spotted this really scary good-looking guy! he had RED contacts on. RED! eeyyer.. i kept staring at hin on our way home in the train. he was just standing in front of us and we were thinking where he would be getting down at. and guess wat!??! IT'S TANAH MERAH! OMG! both of us were like laughing like mad on the train. haha. we wanted to trail him, but he turned in another direction. too bad. never mind la, at least we know he at least stay around this area, unless he took a bus. haha. ok, he's good looking. it's a pity he had red contacts on.. oh wells.

i had a really fun day with shilin.. again. haha. shilin, i love u laa. =)

2006-11-27T11:24:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

jacob!: come come! i'll give u EXTRA large balls. heehee.
lins: muackx!!! =)
kris: ya lar! boo!!! come n visit laar! haha. i saw fatin that day. haha. love u too, babe!
via: eh.. kitty, u asked me this ques b4 and i told u NO rite? haha. =P
WX: wahaha.. come lar.. how may i help u, sir? lala~

thank you sexy princess for accompaying me home yesterday. thank you for the fun and laughter. haha. you rock u red china pop! =P

today will be my 4th day of work.. sometimes when we walked past the balls store, we will stand by and watch the aunties cook the balls. ya la, it's pretty fun. but when u are the one standing there cooking those balls.. you'll seriously hate those balls that u'll think of killing it! BOO! it's super hot, and i smell like those balls. MIKE! u know how oily those balls smell? and i couldn't stand the smell of those on my fingers.. eww~ so disgusting laa! i smelt them on bed.. GRR!

BUT! i love my job. haha. my dearest friends, i work the afternoon shift one, so if u guys wanna come visit, come in the aftn hor. heehee. yay! =)

**

anyway, just feel that some guys are like super wimps! i'm not saying u la, no need to be so sensitive. this is out of PURE randomness.

i just had lunch with my family near harboufront hawker center and we suddenly heard some screaming from the bus stop (mind you, the bus stop is far away from where we were). we were curiouss, so we popped our heads over and wanna check out what's wrong (pls la, not kpo ah. it's just NORMAL human reaction). at the moment when we were checking out what's wrong, we saw a guy running away damn fast, like in an olympic race, in the opposite direction. his hands were empty. so we thought "ooooh.. robbery." a crowd started to appear around the little girl who was being "robbed". we were part of the crowd. the mother of the little-girl-being-"robbed" kept patting (in the correct way, u perverts!) her on her back, calming her down. and due to NORMAL human reaction, m mother asked "what happened?" the mother said that the guy just now attempted to rob her daughter, but failed. i guess he was frightened by the girl's screaming. anyway, when i heard the story, i was like "WOW! the girl has a very gd throat. her mother must have trained her well." seriously lar! she screamed damn loud, that i think the WHOLE hawker centre can hear. *ahem* this is not the main point. the main point is that: robberies are usually done by guys and this guy can run super fast, why must he end up doingg this and getting caught in the end? it's too risky! somemore, he can run fast what. he can go join some olympiic running event or whatever. and maybe be a singapore runner. pls la, he's stupid! =.= right, so the conclusio is: guys are wimps. (k, i'm generalising. robberers are wimps.) nvr heard of women robberies right? THERE! it's proven! =P

**

i wanna slim down!!!!!!!! but with all the junk food my mother kept on topping up, how can i? sigh.. nvm, there's always work i can turn to. =) haha. when i work through the evening, i miss out on my lunch and dinner. yays! that's the reason for loving my job. wootx~

2006-11-25T10:44:00.000+08:00

OMG!!!!!! it was super tiring laaaaa!!!!

guess what? i found my job as a tako paochi seller. you know? those jap balls that sells 3 for 2 bucks? yupps, that's it! haha..

it all came so surprisingly...

i was at shilin's house ytd waiting to go play tennis with her. and as i was eating her choc mousse (she made it with her friends, BRILLIANT!), my mother called.

mum: eh, u wanna work anot?
me: yea, why not?
mum: i've got a job for u.
me (in surprise): huh?!?!
mum: go down to plaza sing and look for a person jojo from tako paochi..
me: huh? now?
mum: yes, NOW! GO NOW!!!!
me: bbbutt... i'm not free now.
mum: you wan anot? if not i call your sis go liao.
me: er..er.. ok la ok la. i go. now ah? what to wear?
mum: aiya, just go there in whatever u are wearing now lar
me: huh.. donnoe leh.
mum: faster lar! they neeed ppl now. okok? i tell them u gg down now ah. FASTER GO! call me wen u reach.

with that, she hung up my phone. =.= where got pple force pple go work like that de? ok la, i wan to work la,but not immediately rite? i was wearing some low-class hang ten tee and some bloody shorts, and she want me to go town in that? i'll look stupid la! so i looked through shilin's closet andrealise that i really need to lose alot of fats. like, REALLY ALOT! anyway, we went to my home and get changed in about.. less than 10min? haha. i was changing and shilin helped me ironed my tee. THANKS DARLING! =)

she sent me off to tanah merah mrt and off i go to work. everything happened so fasssssstt!

i met my mother in front of the tako paochi stall at plaza sing and looked for the person in-charge -- jojo. jojo wanted me to start work straight away. and it's really STRAIGHT AWAY. i didn't even have the time to consider or hesitate at all! she passed me the apron and i started working away. the job scope is very simple: take order, scoop the balls, pour the mayo and jap sauce, put fish flakes on top, close the box, take 2 satay sticks and put inside the box, take plastic bag, collect money. there! so easy. BUT i've been repeating the same old steps over and over and OVER again again AND AGAIN! and i stood there like for donnoe how many million hours! (ok la, it's just a few hours, but it felt like millions!) actually.. time flew very fast and it was already clsing time when i looked at the cashier's time. SO FAST! like WOW!

the people there are very nice. they really looked after me, telling me to go rest or whatever. but me being overly excited to work, kept insisting that i should work. lol.

anyway, if u guys are free, come down and visit me at plaza sing tako paochi ok! i work from 3-10. come buy some BALLS from me. heehee. or if any angels out there are free, u can come around 10pm and send me home. wahaha. =P BUT don laugh at me when u are there ok! i'll get distracted. lol..

2006-11-24T11:44:00.000+08:00

tags reply

zhirong: HELLO!! heehee.. yupps!! budden i feel like changing it again. lol..
via: eh? why u tag as via and not kitty? haha.. don miss me tooooo much too, kitty! =P
JOSEPHINE: heehee. yea, it was ytd. haha.. send me the pics ah!
shiqi: lol..all the beta. he's jobs all lousy one. lol. u'll scold him even more.. haha
jacob!: ok lar, sorry.. 40yrs hubby. i promise not to hurt u anymore. =)
danial(kak): it's ok.. our date will come up sooon!!!! heehee.
xiujie: heyy!thanks.. but that sounds pretty familiar.. lol.
S: LOL!... then we call ouselves the N club. u are the president of the club. hello, president! bleahx
lins: lol..actuallt is i agar agar one. i think the number is around there lar. haha
pierre: wahaha.. got, after u come back from ur camp. we watch the fullhouse. tt's our date. OHOH! and B&J day.. haha.. yayness!!! =)

-- just for my beloved =))

2006-11-23T23:10:00.000+08:00

went prom-dress-searching with jo darl . although it was tiring, for not sitting down for almost 5 hours. those 5 hours are for intense searchin. lol. super funny laaa.. we were like walking all around, trying on diffrent kinds of dresses. some shopkeepers are nice, but othees are like.. pls go eat shit. i hate those more to the auntie kind of shopkeepers. i mean, those auntie auntie kind of age... they are super mean and irritating! aRGH!

anyway, on a lighter note, we went to marina sq pizza hut for lunch. we created so many laughters that even b4 finishing the lunch, we were bloody full (from all the laughing)!! the waitresses and waiters were quite enthu (ji ji) in the beginning, that even before we finish our soup, they want to collect the bowl. but after a while, when we finished the cup of water and wanted it to be collected, nobody came. =.= so we said they were on a competition for a period of time that whoever collects the most dishes, wins. when we saw this waiter coming out of the rom grinning and all, we thought he was the one who won. lol. so crap.. HAHA!

my unfinished lunch. too full laar! lol..

taking a peep at in the back mirror.. =.=

we went shops after shops trying on different kinds of dresses, but none suits her..

super reetard and ugly laa.. lol. this is from miss selfridge. she pronounced it as miss selfish.. HAHa!

zara's the best la! coz we play until siao and nobody cared. LOL! i think we stayed in the fitting room for the longest. haha. dang dang~

anyway, after very very very long hours, we finally found her dress at.. (cannot say lest other pple get the same dress as she does). the dress is pretty, but i still think white is better. but this is nice oso lar, girl. =))

i had so much fun with her!!! wootx! darling i love u forever!! (ps: zara boxers coming our way! haha..)

she's a retard, but i soooooo bloody helly love her to bits and pieces! =)

2006-11-22T20:05:00.000+08:00

i'm super worried for the future of MJCO

i have no idea wat will become of us, now that the conductor has changed (i doubt his proffesionalism)

i want us to get gold.. but how?

any angels free to help?

i want our own conductor back!

MR QUEK!!!!!!! COME BACK!

2006-11-21T22:39:00.000+08:00

one whole day of girls' talking (i prefer girls' talk rather than gssiping or bicthing) with kris and jie shi in orchard. =) OMG! i just realise, actually i'm not the best gossiper. lol. and i always thought i would receive a prize for best gossiping award. also, not forgetting CAM-WHORING! (bcoz i know kris loves to cam whore, so i charge my hp to FULL last night).

we went to plaza sing's gelare to makan. today's a tuesday, means HALF PRICE FOR WAFFLES! woohoo~the waffles damn niceeey coz got ice cream too.. wee~

but the sandwich not that nice lar. so silly! bcoz we decided to seperate the sandwich into 3, which is of high level difficulty, the sandwich look like sai in the end lar! haha..

anyway, after the eating session, it's CAM WHORING TIME!!! lol..

we intended to come up with story line or wateva.. but our brains don seem to be working. GAH! after some walking around in palza sing, we walked to orchard and sat down in starbucks. and another girls' talk session begin. ohoh! and we saw amelia and jkhoo. amelia is like damn hot caN! wootx~

anyway, the tangs toilet is damn super pretty! but after numerous takes, i still think this is the best photo..

I LOVE BOTH KRIS AND JIE SHI! muackx~

ps: only now then i know how to upload photo from blogger and not from photobucket. stupid rite.. MIKE!

2006-11-20T20:18:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

peishi: hi darling! relinked! =)
S: haha. just for u, i wun disappear. haha. our date soon! woohoo~
danial(kak): yo kak! long time no talk! haha. no la, i wan to disappear into the world called reg4.
Vin: hihi! u are..?
sebas: huddup la. u still owe me 9bucks. thanks. =P
shiqi: walao! where's ur shame, my dear? go look after ur dog lar. haha..
kris: yay! i'm missing you too!! it must be REAL soon ok! haha
nomorejo: i'll still go ur blog and look look. =) and yay! our date is marked! heehee.
joon tat: AIYO! how can i forget u lar!! haha.. loong time no see ah.. ok!! let's go out! =))
jacob!: ok la fine! i don say that the nex time, i say another kind. wahaha... i shall forgive u, 40yrs husband. lol
ziqi: yay! i bring u come see nex time.aiyo..our date is postponed. =(
via: HELLO KITTY!!!! =)))
cedric: heehee. =) i'll go back more often now that i'm hol liao. wootx!
WX: lol. hi mr star! =))
zul: HEY LING!!!!!!!! long time long time! haha. we'll get tgt soon!!! wee~

usually when i made a new friend, i'll be happy. but now, this new friend of mine came knocking on my door since the first day of post-promo. and he has been begging me to intro him through my blog. hey friend, so here i am going to intro.. let's put our hands together and welcome my new found friend -- Laziness. actually, i've seen him before la, because i was steadying with his little brother -- Lazily, sometime ago. but i broke off with him, in thought that he will never EVER find me again. in this case, he DIDN'T find me. it's his bloody brother. =.= oh wells..

i should just come straight to the point that i'ver been lazy to blog so cramming the past few days' entries into one day. lol..

13nov06 Monday
accompanied shilin to bedok polyclinic. BOY! my first time in polyclinic and that was a very very bad experience. firstly, we went there at around 940am and we took the number tag bearing 2453. one look at the board that keeps on shining with the different numbers, we just know that it'll be an hour of waiting. so we went down to NTUC and shopped around like 2 aunties. lol. after every 10 min, we would go back to the polyclinic to check whether it's our turn. but unfortunately, not.

at 1030, we went back to the clinic from the last time we went out.. AND!!! we saw 2453 blinking away from the board. WTH! for no reason, we stood there stoning, couldn't believing our own bad luck. then as the no.2463 blinked and i saw that nobody was at the counter, we walked to the counter and asked whether we could just take the no. and that bloody hell wonman behind that bloody hell counter said "erm, ur number is more than 10 already. you have to re-queue." OMG! her bloody attitude was BLOODY! MIKE!! wah.. if we were to just go straight up and request for the taking of other pple's number without stoning, then we would be able to just have the consultation earlier. wah... one whole bloody morning was gone.

we have to wait for another hour to re-queue..

we have to wait for the consultation..

we have to wait to pay..

we have to wait to get the medication..

MIKE! we went at 9++ and we reached home at 1++!! 4 hours long, doing nothing but sucking up other pple's virus. let's not go polyclinic nex time, though the medicine is cheap. lol.

SHILIN! GET WELL SOON!! =)

14nov06 Tuesday
the last day of handing in I&R. today marks the official end to PW. woohoo~ and i cant believe it. i just managed to finish up my I&R just the previous night. lol.

went to TECC with ming li to take a look a PRSSCO. wow! it's been such a long time since i've gone back to PRSSCO. there's alot of people that i donnoe. tink there's around 80% of the people that i do not know of. sigh.. lucky thing is that ding lao shi (the conductor) did not give us any cold shoulder. instead, she wanted the whole co to give us a warm welcome. so touched lar! haha. actually, before i rached TECC, i was thinking to myself that ding lao shi would like forget about me or whatever.. but luckily she didn't. =)

MJCO is definitely incomparable to PRSSCO. not that i'm saying bad things about MJCO, but it's just that PRSSCO is just too strong. look at the number of erhus PRSSCO has!

and MJCO only has 5. it's pathetic! boo!

so long since i see a such a big CO

the whole stage is so crowded laa! i can remember last time in PRSSCO, we have to cramp all the people together. and i bet the dance studio that we are using in MJCO now is not enough for PRSSCO. sigh.. when will MJCO be as big?? oh wells..

anyway, luckily there's something i'm proud of in MJCO. it's the people. at least we do not have attitude problem.. well, at least for our batch la. the sec1s in PRSSCO are just so horrendous! the girls put on make up and dye their hair, the guys sprout nonsense and vulgarities right infront of the teachers and us! how has the world become to? ok, i may be too generalised, but seriously.. those that i saw just make me and ming shake our heads. coming to think of it, were we like that when we were in sec1? NO WAY! i rmbr myself as a very very guai girl who's skirt is below knee-length.

i so hope that PRSSCO will remain as she is in a guai type where everyone treats everyone as family. better rid off those brats!

15nov06 Wednesday
MJCO's turn. hmm... i guess we were very disorganised. i think the CO people really hate the exco, or rather me, alot now. AI! i wan to get everything done and get everyone really organised.. but i donnoe y i can't. i'm so lousy. ARGH!

anyway, went to TM with kaiwen and shilin. whenever there's kaiwen, we will eat alot. lol. tt's one of the reasons i'm getting fatter nowadays.. boo!

16nov06 Thursday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!

went to suntec mummy after her work and off to orchard we go!! woohoo~very long time nvr go shopping with mummy le. although we didn't buy anything, happiness still fill my heart. =) one thing i hate going out with mummy is that she'll keep asking "wat you wan to eat?" yea, going out with her = getting fatter and fatter. *pinches at my cheeks*

anyway, while we were walking around in search for food in the takashimaya foodcourt, somebody called out my name. i seriously donnoe who that person is. but base on that person calling me SIHAN, i suspect it's either my pri sch mate or my sec sch mate. cant b a meridian. hmm.. so whoever called out my name that day, please identify yourself by leaving a msg in my tagboard. thanks. PS: u were with zhao min han (pri sch mate).

17nov06 Friday
woohoo~ my family went to ecp to celebrate my mother's bdae. the food was damn damn damn yummy laa! the crab was... WOW! haha.. very long nvr eat crab le. yayness! I LOVE SEAFOOD! =))

after dinner, we took a walk around ecp then we got onto the car and daddy just drove around. seriously, i had no idea he was bringing us. and when i saw the board: MOUNT FABER alongside the road, i was SURPRISED! what were we supposed to do in the middle of the night (k la, it's not the middle of the night, but well..it's past 10pm already) in mount faber?! but as we reached the top of the mountain, there were alot of people. it's just like.. mini TM. but all those people were dressed high-classly. i was even thinking of suggesting our prom night to be there. lol.

the MOST exciting thing is that: I SAT THE CABLE CAR THE FIRST TIME IN MY ENTIRE 17 YRS!!! it was damn cool lar! but in total, it was like 54.90 bucks for 5, just for a go-there-come-back cable car trip. well, i must say that i was very excited when i took the cable. damn exciting lar! although it was pitch dark, we could still see some lights from vivo, sentosa and those buildings around that area. DAMN COOL LAR!

pretty right!

in conjunction with christmas, the cable cars are lighted with different patterns of christmas stuff!

super cuteee!

=) i love the night. thanks to daddy and mummy.

by the way, there's a pub hidden in mount faber. the ambience is really gd!! i think it's a pub, cozthere was a band.. lol. ok, i don make sense.. but well, the whole thing just look like a pub lar! whoever can bring me there... i will consider! wahaha.. =P

18nov06 Saturday
almighty thanks to sebastian thng again. it's about flyer distributing again... ARGH! why the hell is it that he keeps on introducing these kinds of lousy jobs to me?! wah.. wasted my whole saturday. i could haven gone biking to ecp with shilin! sigh.. i jus knew that person was out to cheat us.

have to work consecutively 4 weekends to get the money
money transfer is through bank accounts (i mean, it's just small amounts of $)
money transfer takes at least a week

MIKE! seriously laa.. this is a flat to flat flyer distributing. sbb and me were damn tired from all the distributing. lucky i didn't introduce this to shilin or pierre. if not they surely kill me. lol. yes, i feel like killing sbb right this moment! ARGH!!!

19nov06 Sunday
went to vivo to shop shop with daddy, mummy and my bro (my sis chose to stay at home to study. what a mugger. =.=). and i come to a conclusion: i will nvr ever step into vivo ever again unless i'm going in a big grp with my frens. there's nothing to shop for in vivo lar! it totally sux laar! >.<>

there! it's at jurong there.. al these uncles kept on unloading the newspapers and it was like circus. they threw the stacks of newspapers around and they were damn cool lar! haha.. i was so amazed while sitting in the car staring and capturing them.. lol.

sometimes i feel so lost, i donnoe whether to go straight down the road..

2006-11-12T17:44:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

jacob!: hey 40 years husband.. don be so rude to me ah! i'm already getting prepared for our wedding! haha.

sen: aye captain! i ain't old grumpy lady hor!! in anyway, if i'm old, U ARE OLDER! wahaha.. =P
pierre: LOL! gd job, P4!! i shall reward you one day! =)
`fatin: haha. jut sometimes laa.. haha. in rememberance of sha sha n khairul too. lol
pierre: lol.. eh, u are not supposed to say it out one ok! =P
S: oooh! sorry sorry! haha.. shhhhhhhh..

ok, maybe doing housework ain't that bad...

i earned 4.50 bucks while doing the laundry. lol. have you ever hear of the phrase "finders keepers"? i'll show you. =)

2006-11-11T22:23:00.000+08:00

all the way to vivo city with cheng liang. hoho. we went to watch step up. woooah! that is a very cool show and i'm so damn inspired to dance. haha. =P

as we walked walked around vivo, I SAW MR FANG WEI XIANG!!!! my long lost pri sch fren. ahh.. those times we went swimming together and gobbling down milo, the times we had tuition tgt.. hm.. come to think of it, he's like a cousin to me. haha. =) the funny thing is:

me: WEI XIANG!!
wx: eh!? HELLO! wah.. i cannot recognise you leh..
me: oh haha.
-silence-
me: huh?
wx: i cannot recognise you *in disbelief*
i was laughing
wx: eh!? how come u recognise me? i'm a star leh, u cannot know me one! (half covering his face)
me: LOL! okok, i donnoe u. bye!
wx: haha. byee!!

lol.. he's super crappy laar! wow! so long nvr see him le, then he still can be THIS crappy.. lol.. we'll get tgt some time yea? =))

this is my 2nd time been to vivo. except for the spacious GV, i think the shops there aren't just my cup of tea. oh wells. maybe IF i'm rich, it might just be mine. lol.

after numerous photo-takings...

i still think the photo is not nice. lol. the others are uglier. wahaha! i'm not in a photo mood la, GAH! =P

thanks cheng liang anyway. =)

ps: the cleaners at vivo food republic are very good looking! haha. i think they are of my age. bleahx.

2006-11-10T23:52:00.000+08:00

ok, i shall contain my anger and not start scolding sbb here anymore. damn sbb. =P

well, i was supposed to go sch and hand the 2 freaking pieces of paper -- travel declaration and report slip. just for that 2!! wth. i woke up damn early in the morning because sbb said he will accompany me to go and hand in the paper. yes, it was nice of him.. but i have to meet him at 730am!!! craziness. it's not even school day and i have to meet him so damn freaking early! wth! alrught, it's partly my fault la, coz i need someone to accompany me to sch mah.. den in return of him to accompany me to sch, i agreed to accompany him and ming ming to toa payoh for job interview. TOA PAYOH!

so we went to sch and handed in the papers, then looked at some photos on the boards outside GO, where he laughed at my ugly meridian leaders photo, then off we went to tampines control station to meet ming ming. the train to toa payoh was ohmygodly crowded! k, u must be wondering how come we have to go so early. well, it's because sbb put the job interview at 930. and it would take us about an hour to reach that place, so we have to be early. oh wells.

when we finally reached toa payoh mrt, we still had to take a bus. it's 7 bloody stops from the interchange to some unknown plaza called RUBY plaza (i donnoe whether it's called RUBY MALL, RUBY SHOPPING CENTRE, RUBY PLAZA or RUBY WHATEVER). ok, still nvm. and oh boy! first time i step into such a run-down place in spore and like wat ming had put it, "it's like malaysia.." certainly so! tsktsk.. then as we reached that place, it was bloody ulu. SERIOUSLY! all the shops were closed and even the place that they were going to be interviewd is kept somewhere off our sight. it's so pathetic!

both of them were interviewing for the job as tuition coordinators and one look at the interviewer, we know that he's some bloody con man. wow! he can be a boss! sia laa.. also also! he sounds so demanding and pervert and everything NOT NICE! he has got that owe-a-beating face! grr!

so that job is off. we decided that that man is obviously conning us, so they decided not to be tiution coordinator. in other words, the trip all the way to toa payoh is a waste. thanks to MR SBB!

but on the thought of earning 30 bucks, where sbb has told me about in the previous night as a flyer distributor, i accompanied him back to city hall while ming went back home. and when we reached city hall, he told me "eh, i donnoe where's that place leh.." WHAT THE FREAKING HELL! wen he reach there, then he told me he donnoe what shopping centre that we are going to distribute flyers for. wah! what a gong head! so We went blind searching for a building that has unit number: #04-49. we went through 3 shopping centres:

Peninsula plaza has #04-48 and #04-50. DONT HAVE #04-49 at all!
Funan the IT mall don even have #04-45. they stop at #04-3++
Adelphi shopping centre (the most promising one) has #04-49, BUT! it's not the shop that is looking for flyer distributors! we even went in and asked the wierd looking man whether he's lookin for flyer distributors.. =.=

we malued ourselves like dogs! wth laa. so after walking aimlessly around city hall, we decided to give up and go shoppinh. LOL! 1st, i don get to earn the promised 30bucks. 2nd, i lose my bus fare! SBB!!! U BETTER RMBR THIS!

lucky we had some steamboat. lol.. some un-worthy mini steamboat we share.. haha.

after some aimless shopping in suntec, sbb had to go for his tuition. he provides tuition to some tamil kid somewhere in ang mo kio, i think. siao one laa.. have to go all the way there. =.= so he pang sehed me at 3, leaving myself all sorangly waiting for my mother to get off from work at 330. luckily, there's pierre. =) he killed my sorangness and i killed his. lol. thanks princess!

i bet my mother was in a good mood, coz she brought me to swensens to have ice cream! woohoo~

brownies are love~ budden swensens brownie not very nice.. boo! but still, the ice cream is ok lar. heehee.. :)

i saw my handsome fruitseller today. he made my day! wahaha..

2006-11-09T16:51:00.000+08:00

i'm so proud of myself because

packed the kitchen
wiped dust off surfaces
washed the toiletSSS (both toilets!)
swept the floor
mopped it
cleaned my desk

yes.. i'm proud of myself and i'm so tired now. because i know when everyone comes home, all my efforts in cleaning the house will be washed down the drain. sigh... I FEEL MY YOUTH DRAINING AWAY~~

I'M SO BORED!!!!!!1 somebody pls lift me out of my boredom. i finished my goong.. no more show to watch.. =(

anyway, just being random and just wanna say that

I HATE IT WHEN PPLE USE VULGAR LANGUAGE! esp girls. hey, i'm not pointing at whoever, i'm just freaking pissed when people (esp girls) use vulgarities. there was once when i heard this female practically shooting her mouth on the bus. ON THE BUS! it's like so unglam and not-what-a-decent-girl will do. if you wan to use vulgarities, use it discreetly laa!

grr.. thinking of that just makes my blood boil! aRGH!

mike! this kind of random things also make me so angry. i wonder what's with me nowadays.. sigh..

2006-11-08T23:02:00.000+08:00

OP IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!! =))

i'll keep this forever. haha. i think my group MJ075 pretty dumb la, coz we don even know this is a sticker. lol. we clipped the tag to our shirt with that big paper clip. it made us look so dumb. haha. when i saw syafiqah (MJ076) with the tag sticked onto her shirt, i was like.. "huh? syaf, how come ur tag can stick to ur shirt one?" then the reply came "oh no. this is a sticker." then my group was like.. "OOOOH!" lol.. so dumb. =.=

well.. i made a huge mistake by shaking so much laa.. craziness. constance even told me that she could see me shaking like mad when she was clicking the powerpoint for me. lol. i'm such a loser! after so many years' of on-stage, i'm still shaking like mad infront of such few people. loser loser! tsktsk..

it was a total relief after our op. we watched on for MJ076 and syafiqah was damn cute! haha..

mr clarence yeo: what is the main obstacle when you are doing this project?
syaf: oh, because i came from a girls' school then working with guys is like a new experience. besides, i'm working with all guys now, and i feel that they are like kindegarten kids..
mr clarence yeo: so what is your learning point from here?
syaf: *timidly* be a kindergarten teacher?

LOL! the room burst off laughing!!! haha.. she's super cute!! haha. and wadi is also another funny one. he said the 'damn' word infront of the teachers.. lol.. really made us roll on the floor laughing, not literally though. =P

after both OPs, my grp went off to bedok princess to watch DOA. yes, that movie totally..

SUCKS!

we were like complaining about it being totally lame and stupid soon after we came out from princess. lol. oh wells. but i really had a fun time being with MJ075. all the pains and laughters and nagging.. lol. great job guys! i love you!! =))

and as yun long and i walked home, we saw this CNG taxi. lol. what an irony.. haha..

i kept seeing these taxis now that we are working on the project. i don remember seeing them last time when i had no idea of CNG. btw, CNG stands for compressed natural gas and my grp did this project. =))

2006-11-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

lins: OI! how dare u.. haha.
shiqi: lol. ok! come come! let's have prss-mj outing altogether! heehee..
via: wahaha. ghia~ we go nex wed laa... :)
xiao^ya: haha.. nah.. the more the merier mah, this shows tt u miss me. haha. =P
soo: wahaha! tt day see u very surprised!!!!!! :)) u take care too!! wee~
danial(kak): yupps.. everything's gnna be ok. heez. =)
pierre: haha.. nvm lar. u bimbo wat. =P

wah.. super tired. it's not normal tired. IT'S SUUUPPPEEERRR tired! (i don suffer from stammering, btw)

DAMN TIRED!

even though gyming makes my life more colourful (pink, in exact colour), i feel bloody damn tired now. grr!

my op is tmr. =( i wonder how am i going to present my very best if i feel lethargic tmr.. sigh. i very nervous. OMG!

DEAD TIRED! =(

2006-11-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

i have something to announce...

I WENT TO CITY HARVEST CHURCH SERVICE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was damn amazed by the fact that there was near 2000+ plus people in the hall. thank you rolland for bringing me there for an eye-opener. it was really cool! lol. at first, i thought we were going to the real church, but we didn't. we went to expo hall 8 instead, because he said that their own hall cannot accomodate everybody down. i was thinking, huH? cannot accomodate? the it must be alot of pple. and to my MAJOREST surprise, there's really ALOT ALOT PPLE! mike!! damn shocked!

i think some of the god follers are pretty scary because as they sing, they cry. i also donnoe why they cried. ohoh!! i learnt something today: value. i am so proud of myself that i didn't fall asleep during the sermon talk. because jie shi once told me that she fell asleep whenever she went to church. LOL! actually, the things they mentioned are pretty interesting. =))

thank you rolland. =)

i went to shilin's house coz i had nothing to do. and oh boy! wasn't i lucky!? today is her jiejie's bdae and i got to eat her yummy yummy chos plus cheese cake. heehee. very nice! it's from secret recipe. so frens, if u wan to buy cake for me, buy from secret recipe and i'll love u to bits. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! shilin's jiejie.. melissa. :)

oh, she made me think of my mel mel. haha. i love mel k!! *totally random* GAH!

2006-11-02T21:11:00.000+08:00

CHINESE IS FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wootx~

like what mr pierre has put it: NO MORE CHINA POP!

lol. =.= yea, but i do agreee.. just hoping that we can pass chi with flying colours and so there's really NO CHINA POP for us. (although i prefer chinese more than any other sunjecs i'm taking)

in celebration, shi lin and i went to tampines and had swensns. =) weeee~ both the poor us had baked rice and the yogurt ice cream.. wow1 the yogurt ice cream very nice! heeheee.

I LOVE SWENSENS!

2006-11-01T20:59:00.000+08:00

ARGH!

the fever of finding jobs for the holiday spread over shi lin and me. i was flipping through the
newspaper ytd and was trying to find a job that offers good pay, short hours ad little job. lol. how lazy i am. well, i found my ideal job : gift wrapper. so i asked shi lin along to raffles city (because we are suppose to gift wrap in robinson's).

we went all the way to raffles city, lugging along with a bloody lap top and two freaking dictionaries. so u can imagine the way we were walking, oops.. i mean limping. it was damn heavy laa! i swear i'm not going to carry laptop back home if i'm carrying a dictionary. grr!

BUT!

as we reached raffles city, we didn't even go in there la! we stood outside.. because we saw a ah beng. yes, ah beng. wah... we really don dare to offend him in snatching away his job (in the thinking that we are more capable of getting the job than he does =P). but as we peeped into the place where interviewees are supposed to go in and OH BOY! there were other ah bengs!!! mike.. so we just turned and walked away.. there goes our chance of becoming professional gift wrappers. =(

we alked around raffles city, and we found out alot of things.. there's this birkenstock shop and roxy shop. we don usually see them around in normal shopping centers, do we? no la, don have. it's damn cool lar! i swear i'm going to get that roxy shirt. =))

anyway.. thanks to shilin for accompany, though we didn't get what we exactly wanted. haha..

PS: i really got fever after the day. =((

2006-10-31T22:28:00.000+08:00

due to my as-usual short term memory, i forgot why i went to sch for. pls pardon me..

but still.. i somehow rmbr tt we took some photos tgt..

me khai michelle =))

and of course i rmbr the foursome trip to bugis!! heehee. this is something i wun forget. wee~~

went to bugis with shi lin, kai wen and linette (kai wen's fren) after waiting for kai wen for soooo long. but thanks to her, we have a few hours of girls'-talk (= gossiping) session together. the ~~gossipers~~ girls talkers are: ethleyn, shi lin and me! heehee.

it was pretty fun to walk around bugis street with nobody at all! serious! nobody from the public.. this is prove:

first time i see bugis street so empty.. we were there at around 11 plus

heehee. =)

shi lin and me being so lame.. =.=

the four of us =)

WE LOVE CO!!

wahaha.. so fun taking photos with nobody around! but we suspect that camras are loitering around. lol. =) we went to eat at the superb cafe on the sec floor. wow! the food is damn nicceeyy!! heehee. OMG!! i feel like eating the food all over again!!

to end off..

shilin me linette kaiwen <33

oooh! i rmbr alr!! today is the last day of school and we got back our report slip. haha. it's not significant coz the results don need me to rmbr. =P

2006-10-30T21:37:00.000+08:00

tags reply:

mimi: haha. yea, i try la hor? =P
via: GHIA2!!! :) fio2 oso supports u ok! wee~
audrina: of course i miss u. loves!!
danial(kak): hey kak! thanks!! sure sure, but i'll be ok. serious! haha..
icy: eh captain.. u oso ah! jia you. :) we are advanced! hoho..
ser: haha.. yupps, i heard about that too! thanks for the comfort..
jacob!: haha.. u handsome wat, so i put ur photo here lor.. nice rite! my phone mahh.. =))
peiyun: haha! ya lo ya lo! can even see u in cinema sia.. of course gd thing lar! haha.. so got yuan ah? lol
mich: wee~ i miss u the most lar!! haha.
kris: ur love for me is uncomaprable to the love i have for u.. muacks!!
eric chua: lol.. i really donnoe how to reply u. hmm. ok, i go find you nex fri. haha
pierre: bimbo! didn't we agree on our first names? y u call me sihat?! haha.. thanks.. i'm not emo-ing le lar.. haha.
xiao^ya: sure sure, yiling jie jie! :) hope to see u soon!!!

i've been busying myself with goong and op so had no time for blogging. heex. so i just summarise everything. =P

28 oct 06 saturday

went to constance's house's void deck and did a little bit of op.
actually it was quite a waste of time but i think our grp is the best coz we talked alot. haha
walked all the way home from somewhere around tampines area with yun long. and my home is at bedok. we walked for bloody 2 hrs
the sun was stronger than the sentosa sun
i got tanned... but is ugly coz of the clothes i wear. =.=

29 oct 06 sunday

i was almost bored to death
i went on talking marathon with shi lin, michelle and siak
lol.. now i realise that talking to siak (ah bang) is super tiring coz we kept crappin and laughing. SUPER TIRED ah, the mouth. haha

30 oct 06 monday

went to sch early in the morning to do dry run for op
mr cheong wasn't there till 11, we decided not to wait. so just went off.
waste trip fare. =.=
went shopping with yun long. he bought his neckalce for halloween night this night
bought lunch home and ate it infront of com bcoz of goong
went over to shi lin's house for dvd watching
conclusion: CHRONICALS OF NARNIA is damn good!!
k, i'm a lil slow coz CON is such an old show. bleahx
went to passar malam opp our house and bought lots of tibits.
k, it's one big packet of alot of small packets.

31 oct 06 tuesday

went over to lin's hose to watch chronicals of narnia
best movie of the yr!! erm.. yea, i know laa.. that moive was last yr's
ate lotsa junk food at her house
if i keep going her house, i'll be a piggier pig than i already am
weird, she ain't her pig at all! how jealous!! boo! >.<
i love her mama! =)

2006-10-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

SENTOSA!!!!!!

wee~ been such a long time since i been to sentosa. woohoo~ you guys just made my day laa! =)) so suay that the sun came out a little only, not making me at all tanned! grr... but also lucky that there's no rain, coz wen i got back, i know the east area was wet. boo!

thanks to albertus, constance, puneet, yun long, kai hua, kevin and yiang meng. yay! although we went there pretty late, we still had fun.. lotssss of fuN! heehee.

pur new scandal -- constance and kevin

7 of us without puneet

it was supposed to be albertus and yiang meng taking photo only.. lol.

=))

i love you guys!! 06S210 rocks like donne wat laar! wee~

ps: pls click http://www.dropshots.com/day.php?userid=153681&cdate=20061027 for yun long's unglamity in doing mj cheer infonrt of everybody.. =.=

2006-10-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. i saw myself in the screen. =P

it's our first OP (oral presentation) dry run today. it's pretty late for a first runner right? because my frens told me they had plenty dry runs le. oh wells. and i can bet my whole life that our op totally sucks like donnoe what. seriously.. the slides are horrible and our script, or rather, MY script sucks the most. not literally, of course. mr cheong (our supervising teacher) even slept throughout my prsentation. MIKE! =(

the day has come. today is the day when parents are to come and listen to teachers complain, or they themselves complain what their kids have done to result them in disasterous situation -- retaining. well, as my mother was notified to come down as i am one of the very un-hardworking meridians who make their parents worry. luckily, my mother did not break down into tears or create any dramatic scenes. phew~ and to receive the news that i am promoted, she was really relieved. i know she was relieved because.. she brought to sake sushi after meeting dr alfiani (my ct) and mr wong (my chem tutor).

it's once in a lifetime that my mother brought me to eat something expensive after i did something bad. well, actually i feel pretty bad about it. because i didn't do well for promo and she treated me to something gd. i simply don't deserve it. sigh... but the sushis are swimming inside my stomach already, so no point harping over it, right? heez.. =P

psss... my mother even promised me new shoes. OMG! it's so rare.. lol.

btw, there's this fruit seller at bedok interchange is superbly handsome. lol. seriously. it's a pity that he wears torn tee, if not he'll really be damn dashing. haha.

2006-10-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

shi lin and i walked past a pillar with the ROB-B-HOOD advertisement wrapping it outside tampines mall and we wre like:

me: eh! alot of my frens say this show very nice. (pointing at the asvertisement)
sl: ya lo ya lo!! my frens oso say!!
me: haha. but this show for auntie one leh..
sl: huh? why leh?
me: got cheng long mah..
sl: aiya.. but nice wat.
me: ya hor.. ok on! let's go!

and so.. both of us charged to the 4th level and booked our ticket. there! first time ever am i so easy on deciding to watch a movie. usually i think of my wallet, but since i have that glaring 7 bucks in my wallet.. might as well right? haha. after booking the tickets, we decided to smuggle some food into the cinema (don orh hor me, i betcha u guys did too hor!). did i mention? we were like both hungry wolves! arghhh..

barbeque lays and crunchies were our choice. oh wells. it's junk food again, i know. but u can't expect me to smuggle ban mian into the theatRe and get myself splashed with ban mian soup right?! (juding on the fact that i'm pretty clumsy when i'm in the dark. =P)

one advertisement...

two...

threee..

fourrrr... argh! i'm losing my patience!!

five.. MIKE! wen's it going to end.

six.. i clench my fists

seven.. faster start lehh

eight... WALAO!!

*a few more intercepts*

eh? are we in an advertisements-only theatre? wah.. i think all these pple should stop advertising their shows laa! took bloody 20 freaking mins! grr...

the show (finally) started

the movie damn nice! i'm not fit o be a movie critique, so i shan't reveal anything about the show. i shall just say: THE MOVIE IS DAMN GD! haha.. very touching laa.. and it proves that not only aunties like it la.. heehee.. and so after the movie, to the toilet we went!

ok, this is unglam..

finally we came out of the loo.. lol.

wahaha.. lins!! u are mineee!!

seriously, i'm fallin in deep deep love with linny~ heehee.

2006-10-23T17:40:00.000+08:00

everything's just so GREAT!

woke up panting for some obscene dream of being naked =.= and i was late
brushed teeth while the container holding toothpaste and other toothbrushes dropped with a clank -- frightened me, coz i was half awake
received MIMI's msg telling me she's ponning chinese
wanted to change and realised my uniform was not ironed
grabbed some unironed callisto tshirt and wore shorts -- so untidy
rushed down to meet yun long who waited for me for more than 5 min
took bus for ONE busstop coz we wre late and it was drizzling(wasted 45 cents)
reached the NEXt bus stop and the rain stopped. grr!
stepped into the class and we were REALLY late
someone said "eh! you 2 couple ah? wear the same thing and come in at same time" =.= ME AND YUN LONG?! wat an insult to both me and him (2 of us wore callisto shirt while EVERYBODY wore uniform)
received dr alfiani's phone call informing that my mother has to come to mj on thurs. WTH! i'll get retained for sure
wanted to go gym but was locked. wanted to run but got haze
waited for shilin to go home together, but she had pw
talked to ah bang a while then had to go (been a long time since i talked to him)
saw some other friends at TM and they think yun long and i are together
went home at 2 plus. damn early
sebas called and we cancelled our meeting
mum came home and scold scold scold

WHAT THE HELL! nothing seems to go right till now for this entire bloody day. what a curse. i hate today. well, the WORST thing happened today was when pt. 11 happened. MIKE! i'm going to be sooooo dead. how on earth am i going to tell my parents?!?!? shit.

I'M SOOO DEAD

2006-10-22T16:25:00.000+08:00

i wonder...

maybe the case is closed. maybe it still hasn't. oh wells.. looking back at those photos, i just realise many things were missed out. i miss everything.. OMG! pls save me from all these torture. i want this to be a happy ending. not exactly what i wanted, but at least i choose to forget. of course, all this stuff takes time to heal. it's ok, i'm fine.

i just want to feel a little emo for a while

i know running away is not going to be the solution to the glaring problem. so i chose the path of forgetting. well, i just believe that time will take away everything, even memories, i guess. it's not within my means of getting things back in place. it's not. it's not...

i just have a teeny weeny wish that things are not as they are right now. maybe in future, everything will turn out fine again..? maybe maybe. i really donnoe. there are so many things bugging me. i wish to spell everything out, but i can't. the willingness and ability to listen is gone, not of me of course. i've lost it (it refers to other things). IT will never return again. replaced.

let me feel a little emo a while more, k?

i've nvr blog about this b4. this is the first time and maybe the last time. maybe i should be contended. because at least i'm thinking in another perspective. at least i still know what's wrong what's right. i hope SOMEONE can lift me out of my stupid thinking. maybe only i myself can do it. but frankly, i can't. strong i may appear to be.. but nono, i'm not. my thinking is weak because it lacks support. i want a support. but again, it's not within my means. it never was..

well, hope everything has come to an end. *squirms* i secretly hope so, but i know it hasn't... yet. maybe i should just delete the "yet" away, because i know it HASN'T, and there'll be no YET. oh wells. frustrated. grr!

i'm done feeling emo. thanks for being a great audience. i thank you. *bows*

for 13th.. 13!! i let go..

2006-10-21T22:15:00.000+08:00

went gyming at shi lin's condo again. haha. very fun leh! but it'll be bette rif we can go east coast park cycling laa.. due to the bloody haze thingy, we have to turn to gym for help.

shilin on the walking thingy.. very cute huh!

i'm such a bloody retard.. =.=

ok, we are both retards.. haha.

now, she's the retard. haha. but i still love her. wootx~

i love shilin foreva and ever!!! =)

i love gyming with shilin at her condo. woohoo~ there's mirrors all around and i can't stop lookin at myself in the reflection. lol. call me a nar..nar... narcissist for all i care. wahaha~ yay! when the haze is entirely gone, we can go ecp already!! heehee. =)

2006-10-20T23:53:00.000+08:00

set off to vivocity (the newest bust in singapore) with mimi, cheng xing and yun long at around 4plus. it was supposed to be a full cg outing, but it ended up in the pathetic four of us. haha. but it was still ok la. =)

actually there's no sch today. we were suppose to reach sch just to hand in written report (wr). as my group hasn't finish, we had to go to sch and complete. oh wells. actually our wr was accepted with an Exceeding Expectation -- the best grade (EE) long time ago, but we only waited until today then complete it entirely. so much for EE standard. =.= we printed and reprinted , using so much paper.. so much the four printers in the computer room in the library went bonkers. after completing our wr, yun long, mimi and a few others went slacking in the canteen. argh! what a wasted of time. we planned to go to vivo earlier on, but because we have to wait for a particular slow group to complete.. MR TAN CHENG XING!! wah... think we waited for more than an hour for them to finish laa!

so as we finally saw his shadow appearing, waiting for him to go toilet, handing in ogl form blah.. we FINALLY board 89 to go sengkang mrt. hmm.. it's a pretty fast journey from mj to vivo, i think. the 89 bus ride from sch to sengkang bus stop, then the straight NE line will bring us to harbourfront in 30 min. fast yea? it's better than taking bus to pasir ris mrt and taking EW line to outram station, then changing to take NE line to harbourfront. ahhh... wateva, i don work in mrt anyway.

the place was super big and bloody cold. we walked aimlessly around because someone doesn't know how to lead the way to some oldie place where she thinks is very pretty. lol. it's the foodcourt, btw. yea, the food we ordered was very much enticing, though it's just some normal bee hoon. =) due to time constraint, yun long and i had to go early. boo!

the night view there is very nice and romantic!! if we could stay on for a longer time, i bet it's going to be a very gd experience. how i wish i could stay for a while longer. but oh wells. i can view bedok here at the top of my block also. =.=

maybe... i'll be going to vivo soon again. heehee. lucky ziqi (she stays at harboufront)! =) the thought of ziqi made me think of our retail therapy. hoho. we'll go there yea? wee~

2006-10-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

i'm going to be so dead

results will come out, but i noe i kena retained for sure.

for sure. i'm damn scared... sighh... =(

2006-10-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

had the final co practice before the 3 weeks long break. well, i can say we wre quite disorganised. we wre supposed to start practising at 2 but the the members only came after 2. well, being CO people, lateness is very common. noot that there's no solution to it, it has. but it's just not implemented well. our bad. sorry. well, the conductor was already in the CO room waiting for 45 min for us to settle down. wow! he has such patience (though i can see that he was fuming all these while, and nobody practically cared about him). mr tay teow kiat (the singapore GREAT conductor) dropped by to say a fwe words to us and well, i kinda feel very motivated. actually, i just feel motivated by any other conductors who said very long things to us. lol. how easily motivated i am, eh? haha. and CO ended at 4. wootx! first time so early dismiss. yayness!!

board the bus to TM (where i meet up with kristin and jie shi) with dearest shi lin. *for more details on the threesome date, pls view kristin's blog where all the details are there*

we went to TM to celebrate belated kristin dearie's and dearest gorgor siak's birthday. *for all info, pls refer to jie shi's, fatin, kristin or lin lin's blog.. but base on experience, i think kristin will blog more detaily. lol. =P

i'm so stressed about results.. stressed up hair..

i'm crazy.. i made the hair-do myself. haha.

anyway, doris tagged me to do this.

*tagged victims have to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers. specify the gender of the target. tag four victims to join in this game and leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. if tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.

gender of target: male

my perfect lover is..

1. mature
able to think of the things i'm not able to.. but i'm not immature!!!

2. both musically and sportsally inclined

3. charming
i don ask for more. as gd-looking and well-built as someone gd-looking and well-built will do. =))

4. understanding
of course he himself must be easy to understand too

5. very sunshine
sunshine skin, sunshine body, sunshine smile, sunshine wateva.. =P

6. humorous
as in not "haha, u very funny" kind. it's "WAHAHA~ VERY FUNNY!!" kind. yea, u get what i mean

7. smart

8. CONFIDENT
i hate guys who bite their fingernails. confidence of a man -- A MAN

alright, anybody can do this. it's fun listing out points of ur perfeCt lover. but it narrows down to the minimum amount of MR RIGHT that is available. oh wells..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST ah bang SIAK!

2006-10-14T21:59:00.000+08:00

woo~

went to watch silk with shilin at Princess. cheapskate, i know. budden that's the only place that we can both afford on a saturday movie trip. i think the both of us were really thrifty. we walked to bedok interchange because we want to save bus fare, we went Princess because we want to save money... wahaha~ but it's fun laa. =)

we went kfc to pack our lunch which is within 10 bucks (payed by shilin's mama -- thanks!) and wanted to go into the cinema to eat. BUT! we checked the wrong timing. we thought the movie will start at 1.30, but actually it starts at 1!! wth rite? we had to go to a park to have the packed kfc because we thought that was super diu lian if we go back to kfc. haha. super unglam laa! den we sit like some donnoe ah pek sitting under void decks.. lol. so stupid! bleahx..

finally, we went back to Princess at around 3 plus, and we were still late. lol. bear in mind that nobody will advertise in Princess because it is so run-down! bwah~

while we were happily watching, clutching each other hands (in fear seeing the ghost appearing), wierd noise kept sounding from the right corner.. this made both of us so scared. lol. it's like we are already watching horror, den got wierd noise.. argh! so scary.. haha..

then we walked home... again. lol..

2006-10-12T23:44:00.000+08:00

MJ's OPEN HOUSE *welcome*

this year's open house wasn't as vibrant as last year's. perhaps because many went over to other JCs and had no time to rush back to MJ. or rather, they nEver think of coming to MJ before. i would like to clear the misunderstanding of RETAINING PERCENTAGE people have of MJ. yes, it's true that MJ's retaining alot people, but it's not as many as you think la. besides, it do us gd wat. because MJ pushes us to get better grades in Asies. also, by retaining people, these repeat students d much better in the next year and thus get better grades in Asies. ain't this better? it's better than those colleges who don even push you and allow you to promote with lousy promo grades... *PLEASE, don let me get retained*

anyway, thanks hui ling and guys from pasir ris sec, coming to visit MJ. =) hope you guys will want to come MJ, yea? and bestest best if you can join back CO. haha.

co performed at the linkway from the hall to the 2nd floor staffroom, sharing the place with co. lucky we got this place because it's pretty eye-catching -- better than last yr's which is in the canteen. =.= by the last performance, quite a number were standing by the sides appreciating our beautiful music. =)

i'm beginning to fall deeply in love with CO people, because we work together! heehee.

and to add:

MR ERIC CHUA DIRTIED MY CONVERSE SHOES!!! he asked me to clear rubbish for him and the ever so helpful me agreed. he placed the trashbag on top of my feet (with shoes on) and BANG! the BLACK paint leaked out and my shoes kena black stains. not a little bit. it's the whole of the front part. bloody helL!

anyway, thanks to shilin who got her hand really dirty by helping me to clean up the bloody mess. =)

2006-10-11T21:39:00.000+08:00

intra house day was... ok.

intra house day is a day when people of the same house come together and play. (might as well not be explaining. lol)

aiya, i wasn't in any mood to play any games and we practically just slacked. but i played captain's ball. my favourite =) *my toes were hurting. they bear blisters. boo!*

co co co co.. everyday. oh wells. we are getting ready for friday's open house. OPEN HOUSE!

ignore me, 'm crazy.

2006-10-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

co ended pretty than i expected. but it was ok, because i wasn't the latest to reach tampines swensens. woohoo~ it's my second time meeting mel, audrey and yan keng for this entire year. very long yea? well. now that promo is finally over, our promise to see each other comes alive. although this is a pretty late meeting and with mel being later than she should be, we still had lots of fun!

when i first saw yan keng, i nearly shocked out of my life. haha. indeed, she's very punky..woo! that's wat time can cause a person to change so much. haha. audrey and mel still look the same, heng~ haha. i really cannot believe it man! it's been such a long time since the 4 of us get together, but yet we still have so many common topics to talk about. i really love these girls! wahaha~

because mel was late, we took a photo together first (with audrey's mighty hp)..

then as mel came..

=)

we took the best neoprints we ever had over these few years. and i really love them, them as in botthe the neoprints and the people. hope there's more of these, yea? heehee. muackx darlings!!

oh and i went home damn late, causing a few more injuries on my hand and lips. i don care..

2006-10-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

met up with jie shi to go shop for SOMEONE's birthday present. heehee. she's like super unglam laa!laugh so loudly in the bus that there's this guy turned over and glare at us.. eh, jie shi! where's ur bus ettiquette? (argh, i'm bad at spelling and am lazy to check)

we had a long long lunch at TM long john's. we talked alot, or rather, i talked alot. lol. then we went walking around, deciding on what to get for SOMEONE. finally, we decided on SOMETHING, but i kinda regret laa. haha. oh wells, i'm always like this. unable to make a decision, and wen i finally make one, i'll regret the next moment i've paid. that's just me la, ok! haha.

had a great time with jie shi. =) we nvr went out together like this on our own before right? lol. today is our day.. rmbr this day ah! heehee.

2006-10-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

total yayness!!!!

i went shopping with dearest shi lin. we went to town... Suntec, bugis and orchard. the stuff they have in suntec didn't really catch our attention. we walked around, in and out of expensive shops, and walked around again. although sintec totally bore us, we caught some sight of jue dui superstar audition. we didn't really get to see it, coz everywhere was too squeezy.. around the main stage (which is at the first floor), on the second floor railings, and on the third and fourth floors. so many pple laa! this marked our decision to set off for bugis.'

bugis street is such a better place to look at, though the things they have are repetitive. each of us got ourselves a shirt, which really made me damn happy. haha. we tried on different kinds of shirts, dress, skirts, pants.. whatever. it was so fun! haha. i tried on a particular dress and
it's really pretty. i hoped i could bring that home right away.. but just dream on lar. lol.

it was already around evening that we decided to set off to far east. due to time constraint,
we had to go off so soon. bloody hell. we didn't even shop the whole of basement 1 yet laar! anyway, it was nice to go shopping with shilin and come home together with her. haha. just as what she puts it:"nieghbours can go out and come home together, no need to part halfway then go home on ourselves."

in conclusion.. I LOVE SHI LIN TO HELL LOTS!!!!!!! muackx darling. =)

2006-10-07T23:25:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ it's been such a long time since i last went pooling. i was totally mortiFied with the skills i played with today -- yes, u bet. i was damn lousy.

frankly, i didn't want to go initially. but after much persuasion by mimi and kai hua, they were both successful. well, it's not that i didn't want to go, i want to go so badly, but well.. there are facTors laa.. so i got dressed, after putting down the heated phone (after some hours of persuasion from kai hua and mimi ), and set off to marine parade. oh boy! everybody was late, when i thought i was the one late. i called gary and realise he was the first to arrive so i went to find him at the pool place. we played together and obviously, i was super lousy. really, SUPER! and he was... i hate to admit, GREAT! i was totally wowed by him. but then again, i think almost all guys can play pool really well, with some exceptions, of course.

i shall not comment on how late the other 3 pigs (mimi, kai hua and cheng xing) were. just bear in mind that the 3 were REALLY late. we went off lunching in marine parade foodcourt after everyone finally arrived. then we went back to that same pool house again. i think we wre pretty dumb, because the 'receptionist' should have seen us then we went off and came back again... just dumb lar.

as i wasn't in any mood, i just played anyhow. i don't know why i wasn't in any mood. i was just... feeling so down. UNTIL!!! I SAW MY IDOL! haha.. he was with his group of friends, and for some reasons, i just light up the moment i saw him. hoho! (fyi: my idol is karl because he plays bball really really well) ain't it such a small world!?! =))

then after playing, and paying... which i think in total was.. 40++ bucks? damn ex laar! we went arcade and played that table game. the game where there are 4 people holding onto something that knocks something that looks like plates into each other goals? i donnoe wat's it called la, but that game was ssuperrrr fun!! haha. we were making so much noise as we were playing. SUPER UNGLAM! lol. i suggest that in any case anybody is going to arcade, play that game ok! really fun! (btw, i hate to head to arcade, but for that game.. i shall sacrifice *hint*)

the haze is really thick so i decided to go home some time after walking aimlessly around plain old parkway. we stopped by burger king to grab a bite for dinner and OMG!! i saw my no.1!!! (right, i shall fill you in what's with no.1 later, just bear in mind that i get excited wen i see him. hoho) i mean, i saw 2 of my... what shall i call them? 2 of my... argh, forget it. just in one day, i saw 2 of meridians whom i see will make my day. ain't this a lovely day!? =)

thanks alot to shilin who 'accompanied' me home through the phone. i was damn scared i'll get lost or donnoe what because the haze is damn thick and the sky is damn dark.

ps: i've named my mj eyecandies no.1, no.2, no.3, no.4 in no ranking. so, yea.. i saw no.1, which means my day was marked with happiness!! haha. not exactly la, the day was great because i pooled with my 4 cg mates. heehee.

2006-10-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

woohoo~ *throws hat into the air* promo is finally over!!!

the days of late night calls to keep each other awake (by mimi and sebas), the constant worrying of pimples crawling all over my face (that makes me so pimply now. BOO!) and the nights when i cannot even find myself in good position for a night of sleep.. IS FINALLY GONE~ yay! yes, u bet.. promo is tormenting.. T~O~R~M~E~N~T~I~N~G~

but then again, i'm damn sure i have not put in my utmost effort. although i haven't been touching the com for weeeeeeeks, i was slightly distracted by other stuff such as the toilet (the mirror, to be exact) and the tv. SLIGHTLY, i mean. =) i think that the papers are generally pretty tough. perhaps physics is a more manageable paper, math was damn tough laa!! to even think that i prepared the most for math.. damn shit man! BOO! chem was ok, just that i scared my explanation might go haywire and it will land me in 07S210 next year or maybe TPJC. come to think of it, IF AND ONLY IF (plsplspls... nonononno!) i can get retain, i might choose to go TPJC as a J2. but i used to reject TPJC's offer, so i donnoe whether they'll still accept me. oh wells. that's the future. OMG! PLS LET ME PASS PROMO!!!!!!

well, like i always say, "enjoy what we have right now, we wouldn't know wen the real torture's going to come.so what for we use our enjoying time in thinking when the torture is going to come?" yupps, so i'm not going to harp on promo anymore. ps: just let me pass promo. OOPS! lol.

it's mid autumn festival today. to those whom i mentioned to about me flying to the moon, yes.. i'm still at the moon fixing the satellite. oh boy! this place can actually access the net and i'm sitting on a rock with holes underneath my feet. those things u heard about the moon is absolutely real! they have holes on their surface and hey! ms rabbit is sitting right beside me. =)

to those whom i have not mention about me flying there, i'm perfectly well on earth and had the most sumptuous dinner i ever had in this entire year. wow! my dad brought us to this ulu ulu place (not the moon), it's a restaurant la, budden it just don seem appealing. the food is great, but the service sucks. seriously. why not they use the profits the earn and change the people working there from glummy ones to smiling ones and pls go renovate that place. perhaps this will attract more customers.

oh wells. it has nothing to do with me. NOMB!

yes, so pple, enjoy the days after promo, but before getting results. =)

2006-09-10T18:19:00.000+08:00

right... it's seems pretty long since i last blogged, despite the sep holidays. boo! but wells, i'm like kinda tired of maintaining the blog. so, this might be my last entry till end of promo... which is... 3 more weeks? BWAH!

1 sep 06 FRIDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR MIMI!! =))

2 sep 06 SATURDAY
shi lin came my house and we started to mug. my first day of mugging starts off with shilin. woolala~ i love to bits and pieces. =)

3 sep 06 SUNDAY
mjco excos (joshua, wen yuan, hong zhou, jian rong, elvia, geraldyne and elvia's friend + mr low)went to send conductor QUEK LING KIONG off. he'll be away for 2 bloody years. TWO! this means we are without conductor for TWO YEARS! as in, we have conductor la, but we need him. WE ARE HIS BABIES! haha.. yea, it was quite a big thing sending mr quek off at the airport. many many people were there. i caught up with some little chatting time with bee kwee and chee yeow(donnoe how to spell the name). well, it's pretty nice to see old friends. =)

LOOK! there were like so many people sending him off laa! sengkang sec, mjco, vjco, syco..

bye bye guo lao shi. *sobbs*

4 sep 06 MONDAY
went coffee bean to study with kai hua and cheng xing. woo~ CARAMEL FRAP... (donnoe wat's it called) IS NICE! =))

5 sep 06 TUESDAY
went to shi lin's hse to study study and play play PLAY! lol. so slack laa.. i only did 1 bloody wuestion at her house. and i was there from.. 1030am till 6.30plus.. LOL..

shilin's finger got smoke! =.=

hey ger, i'm just beside, no need to think of me yea? =P

wahaha.. attempting suicide at 13th floor. =)

i love shilin.. because we have the same brand of smiles. =D

7 sep 06 THURSDAY
met up with sebas at bedok for breakfast and i realise how lousy his phone is..

liddat still can use. =.=

after meeting sebas, shafiq and i met up to study in mac. hoho. it's been such a long time since i last seen him lar! lol. we didn't talk at all in the beginning, which was good, because studying was productive. but... WE STARTED TALKING NON-STOP AFTER A WHILE.. all the way till we bid goodbye. lol.. oh wells.

then i met up with sebas again(we're still in bedok) and bought his black shirt. we went dinnering at sumo house. hoho! that place is damn ulu laa! no customers one sia.. budden the food not bad. i ate octopus.. lol..

=)) sebas treat

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAI HUA DARLING! =D

8 sep 06 FRIDAY
studied in school with wei jie and kai hua. hmmm... not very productive, but it was fun, considering kai hua and wei jie 'fought' alot. lol. and we kinda celebrated kai hua's birthday with...

yes, fillet-o-fish with candle. haha.

thanks guys for not soranging me. =))

9 sep 06 SATURDAY
studied at ming li's house nearby kfc with her and sebas. wahaha.. NOT PRODUCTIVE AT ALL!. we kept talking laaaaaaa.. haha. i was a pig. i ate shrooms meal and another shrooms burger, while mingming can't even finish her burger. boo!

i just love the two of them. wee~

yupps, this is my week of holidays. looks like i keep going out to 'study'. sigh.. oh wells. i shall not blog for the next 3 weeks. promo is coming so soon and...

WE MUST ALL PROMOTE YEA? TO ALL J1s, WE'LL ALL BE J2s NEXT YEAR!!! everybody work hard ah! =))

2006-08-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

the day both mimi and i have been waiting for....

SHOPPING!!!!

wee~ after the chem test at 415, we rushed out of LT4 and took the shivering bus 81 to TM. haha. our main motive was to shop for her own present. lol. it's such a great idea of bringing a person to shop for his/her own present. and i felt loaded! haha.

we had dinner at kfc and really enjoyed it. coz it was s long time since both us had kfc. woohoo~ we talked and laughed over the chicken. damn unglam! lol. but we had fun lar.. =)

then we shopped around CS and TM. we saw this FILA bag, i think it's pretty nice. but she said it's too plain. we saw this CONVERSE bag and we thought it was really nice and chic. but i think it's too common. lol. so we continued to shop around. wat a pity, we didn't take any photos. haha. we were too engrosSed in our own conversations. lol. in the end, we bought a shirt and a skirt. haha. at least that's her liking lar.. we tried on the various shirts and skirts and oman! the scene inside the fitting rooms are hilarious! lol..

our matching shoes! =)) hers is shoes and mine is slippers

(actually the slipers belong to shilin laa. haha.)

and all had to end with this bloody ass stealing her phone. sigh... we spent hours seraching for it in the big departmental store. wah.. but to no avail. i had to go coz it's already like 9plus in the night. my mother almost killed me wen i reached home. oh wells. the person to contact: him. haha. lucky he came down and accompanied mimi, if not i oso donnoe wat to do.

well.. hope mimi can find her hp asap ba. =)) i had a great day with her today just a lil bit of mishaps.. bwah~

2006-08-28T23:07:00.000+08:00

i got my medal. :)

my netball medal. its silver. it's mine. wootx! it would haven been better if it's gold. boo!

hey.. it looks like gold yea? haha.

woohoo~ 2nd. =))

2006-08-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

everything's so awkward. how i hope the feeling can go away asap. BAH!!

my leg is swollen.. swollen until cannot maintain. haha.

like a pig's leg. boo!!!!

2006-08-25T23:52:00.000+08:00

ahem..

i fell down during floorball and bruised myself on the right knee. but i continue to play. eventually, calisto lost 3-1 to miranda. boo!

kai hua applied antiseptic on me and i was screaming like hell in the atrium. never did i know that i'll scream even worse after netball...

i went for netball even with my injury. well, it was just a minor injury laa.. i was limping though.. but i had to play netball. not that i am important or wat, but I WAN TO PLAY! haha.

this time, we were against triton team 1. we lost to them in our previous match by 2-3. they are another team of tallies again. sigh... obviously, we lost. boo! i didn't know the score because few minutes before the match ended, i was lying on the ground at the side of court, injured.

i sprained my left ankle while trying to grab the ball away from triton. oh wells.. next moment i know, i was howling and well.. u wouldn't want to know. haha. i only know i was very dramatic. boo! it wasn't to attract attention, but i was seriously in pain. coz both my legs are injured. BOTH!

yea.. ms yeow came over and bandaged me and urged me to go see sinseh (chinEsE doctors who deal with sprains). there were so many people surrounding me and i bet i was damn unglam. haha. wei jin even video few minutes of my unglamness. NO FACE! haha... bleahx.

thanks to those who stayed behind and comforted me. you've been a great help. =) thanks to mimi who kept tellin me funny things and be aware of my own image. lol. thanks to kai hua and henky who sent me home. thanks to ms yeow who drove me home. the greatest thanks to ROMARIO who so strongly insist on carrying me up to the PE department. wow! he's damn strong laa! he had to piggy-backed me and climb up the stairs.. woo!!! STRONG! thanks alot ROM! =) also thanks to wei jie who carried me down to the foyer. haha.. another strong man, though abit reluctant ah.. haha.. thanks anyway. =))

aiyo.. today marked my most embarrassing day.. boo!

right knee

left ankle

lol...

2006-08-24T21:36:00.000+08:00

new set of uniform. wahaha.. i look like a nerd. boo! the skirt is way below my knee and the shirt is way too short. NVR will i wear this uniform. BAH!

PS: just for viewing pleasure.. =)

2006-08-23T22:24:00.000+08:00

*sobbs*

it's conductor guo's last co practice with mjco le.. =(((

i'm soooooo going to miss him. sad thing is: we cant find any conductors that's gd enough to take over him. boo! i wan mjco to survive!!!!

we got him 2 cakes. the cakes are yummilicious! wee~

i'm missing him alr le laaaaaaaa.... =((( the things he said to us just now really made me close to tears.

"i'll miss you all more than i miss vj, because you are my baby"

my god!!! he brought up mjco with his own hands.. sigh.. i love guo lao shi!!!!!

guo lao shi, all the best in ur studies!!!!!!

2006-08-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

floorball challenge: calisto gers lost 0-1 to phobos gers. boo!

i just love floorball laar! heehee. in fact, i just love to play ball games, as in, real ball games. lol. netball, volleyball, floorball, basketball. wel, games that involve running around. hoho! anyway, i only played a game against the phobos girls today. boy! it was a pretty tough game. we were already losing 1-0 even before i got to play. i played the goalkeeper after a few minutes because fllorball is such a tiring game and within that 15minutes, alot players can be subbed out. lol. i was sooooooo proud of myself because even the chairman of floorball, afiq, praised me. hoho! then there were my floorbal friends saying i can play well too. wahaha.. so happy, though we lost. well, there's always a friday game! BAH!

netball challenge: triton team2 lost 9-2 to calisto team1. wee~

yupps. i'm in calisto team1 for netball. damn cool laa! the match was really tough because there's alot of tallies in triton2. actually, all triton players are very very tall. and come to think of it, our netball team players are pretty short... as in, not as short as me la, but well.. shorter than triton people. the most funny thing is i was sent to block wysen. i believe i look like a dumb clown for the first half. wysen is a damn tall guy standing 1.8 plus metre tall, and me... 1.5++.. haha..i remember hearing someone sniggered when i was waiting for the ball and preparing to block wysen. lol. and when i couldn't block him, that bloody person laughed. no, i think i hear laughters.. lol. but it's ok. we still won. =)) and i have to mention this: karl is such a great Goal shooter (GS). he alone shot in 9 wonderful shots. woo!!! he's my idol!! haha... winning triton with a proud score of 9-2 means, we are into the finals, which means we are either champion or second, which also means i have either a silver or gold medal in my pocket. oooooo.. i luuuurvvvveeee medals!!! wee~

ALL THE WAY, CALISTO!!!!!! wootx~

2006-08-21T23:34:00.000+08:00

my god!!!

i love chen shi lin to every bits and pieces..

thanks for spending the night with me and physics TYS. haha.. love u!!!!! =))

2006-08-20T10:38:00.000+08:00

replies to taggs:

`fatin (19aug06): wahaha.. i love u too! yea!!!! there's ALOT cute guys in trton.. none in atlas nor calisto. boo! =( but there are alot of pretty gers in atlas n calisto, yea? *wink* haha.
ser (19aug06): lol.. u in phobos rite? haha... YES!! plenty in triton laa... show u nex time! hoho.. i mentioned ur tissue alr! heehee. ;)

wierd things are going around my block.. they are re-roofing. or sth liddat. boo!

make alot of noises everyday.. how i study? how WE study?! i think they shld either re-roof in december or somewhere after our exams. this is good because i can tell my mama that "due to the noise, i should go out shopping with my frens" bleahx.

giant!

it was raised to a very heighted height. =P

2006-08-19T17:38:00.000+08:00

replies to taggs:

ziying (13aug06): HEYHEY! =)
lvb, kris, zul (14aug06): thanks! heehee.
khairul (15aug06): lol..u still dare to sae ah?! u and shasha weren't there laaa!! boo!
anonamous (16aug06): LOL! thanks!! heehee. u made my day. =)
ziyng (17aug06): hey thanks babe! haha. =))
joyceee: (18aug06): lol.. no ah.. where got as pretty as u!? hahha.. U TAKE CARE TOO GER!! muackx~

i'm getting lazier and lazier at blogging. i donoe why. booo.. i'll try to remember wat happened during this week ah! heehee.. ps: photos will be uploaded real soon!

11aug06, friday
many many thanks to melissa, april, ming li, boon ern and sebastian for the wonderful swensens' meal and the lovely wallet. although the celebration is early, but i really appreciate it! heehee. it was damn nice seeing all of u again. how i regret not going to the 4e7 BBQ that day. boo! but wells, hope we'll get together again and perhaps we'll have steaboat again like we had the other time yea? love all u darlings!!! muackx~ =))

thanks mel for the chapalang letter. *grins*

lucky i met lincoln on my way back home. heehee. =)

14aug06, monday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! wahahha.. oso HAPPY BDAE TO KYNA, VAIBZ, PEI ZHEN, ANGELA, WILSON.. and all the brothers and sisters who share same birthday as i do! haha.. seems alot ah.. lol. =))

thanks to all friends who stayed up till 12am to wish me!! shall i name all? hrm.. in appreciation, i think i shld. heehee..

ziqi. shi lin. rolland. josephine. terrence (siak). sebas. yong huan. BEN CHOW. mimi. bowen. henry. rifdi kor kor. danial kak. vaibz. best fren. eugene. kyna. zul. audrey. jian rong. kristin. cheng liang. constance. mr ng hao jin. melissa kwek =). desmond lim. benedict lim. jie ying. april. shin kay. michelle loo. ying shuang. zhi yin. mei xin. boon ern. ching kai. kok wen. freda. kevin chua. paul. lin lin. mao lin. wei liang. jie shi. wysen (the last one on 14aug). hui min. ming li. bernard. sian wei. shu yi.

thanks very much to the above few who wished me through sms! they are put in order of time. those in bold is just to differentitate from those not bold. =P haha.. i'm very very surprised that ben chow still rmbrs my bdae, so i capped it. bleahx. haha..

thanks to shi lin and kai wen for the very very beautiful earrings =))

thanks to darling ziqi for the earrings, candy and card! =))

thanks to kai hua, joanna, yong huan, mimi, constance, wei jin, cheng xing, gary, yan ling and ding qiang for the damn cool billabong bag. =))

thanks henry for the things you gave me =))

thanks to mr ng hao jin for the mirror sweet. =))

thanks bernard for the framed up jigsaw puzzle =))

(the puzzle is messed up.. boo!)

thanks kristin, jie shi, fatin, lin lin, danial kak, zul, faisal, kevin (ogl) for the mini celebration with the wonderful brownie cake. i just love brownie!! wee~

this is my best bdae!! =))

ps: thanks SER MIN for the lovely tissue! heehee..

15aug06, tuesday
wow.. had belated birthday cake from 06S210. it's shared among raj, vaibz and me. hoho! it's damn cool lar! thanks puneet for the idea and thanks best friend for buying the fruit cake. yupps. it's fruit cake. haha. everybody was happy, at least, i guess.. =))

the cake *yumms*

celebrating our bdae! hoho

the 06S210 gers. LOVES~

thank you 06S210 for the celebration. =))

17aug06, friday
had math lecture test today. i hope i can get at least a C grade because i know i studied =)

today's a really good day! had inter-house games (IHG) and guess wat.. CALISTO 1 NETBALL TEAM GOT INTO SEMI-FINALS! the team i played for wind defence (WD) and goal aimer (GA). woo~ i'm so happy lar. we won Atlas 3-2, lost Triton 4-5 and won Phobos 6-5. total yayness!!! so in the end, we got into semi finals. i still donnoe who our opponents are on that day (22aug06, tuesday) but i'm so confident of our team. calisto 1 includes: karl (he's such a gd shooter), sebastian, terrence (siak), muhaimin (wonderful snatcher!), siti, mimi, constance, yong huan, jun wei, me... and i cant rmbr who le lar. but, ALL THE WAY, CALISTO 1!

after the netball competition, i roamed around the school with constance and yong huan in search for michelle and khairani. michelle went to play touch rugby halfway together with khairani. lol. i joined touch rugby while khairani went off to play the other water game. well, all these games allow subbing here and there.. touch rug only allows 2 girls, so for the last match, it was mimi and me playing. of course, with all the other guys like cheng xing, fuad (wow! run very fast), lincoln, kok jin, akmal... aiya.. alot la.. all the VS pple. lol.. i felt like a vase. hahha.

anyway, i really love today. i love sports. i love games! woohoo~

btw, i noticed four cute guys. four brand new eye-candies after ben chow. haha.. =)) the four are from triton. isn't triton selfish? they keep all the cute guys there! not even one single pathetic one in calisto. BOO!! haha. gers, u can trust my taste! heehee. ask me personally for the 4! walala~ i'm more than willing to share! hoho.. =D

18aug06, today
met up with cheng liang for belated-bdae-TM-pizza-hut lunch. lol. so pai seh lar! i nvr wish him happy birthday on his bdae and he still came and treat me lunch and buy present. lol. thanks ah!!! =)) and somemore, i was late. =.= boo! but it was all sebastian's fault ah..(don wish to elaborate, but really his fault that caused me to be late.)

a pity xiu jie wasn't here. but oh wells, we had great time yea? haha. thanks for the lunch and the bear again, guys! =))

as we were walking to the interchange, to my greatest surprise, I SAW MIMI!!!!! woohoo~ i was about to go home already, then she dragged me go accomapny her, so i had to pang seh cheng liang. sorry ah!! lol. but it was SO FUN!!! heehee. we went shopping then talked alot. woo~ i love mimi! lucky gary was late (they had to do pw), if not i wun so coincidentally saw mimi. =))

today is a great day!

2006-08-13T14:43:00.000+08:00

replies to taggs:

kai(11aug06): hha.. yupps! seniors! heehee. =)) ya laa!! MILUBING ROCKS!!!!!!!!!! heehee.
danial(kak)(08aug06): kak!! hahaha... i think i'm stronger.. physically than u!! =)) i'm konggg!! haha
zul (06aug06): okies! i will, darling! =)) u too yea? heehee.
kris (06aug06): hey dearest!!! haha.. nvm laa.. the national holday oso ending liao. boo!

-- just for those hu cared, my friends. love!!

mr desmond ng was featured in the good-looking teachers's page! hoho.. u betcha! he's damn gd looking!!! even though he nvr taught me b4 in PRSS, but he still teases me with my chinese name. =.= oh, how lovely he is.. haha.. LOVE HIM!

2006-08-10T23:00:00.000+08:00

ya, i know i'm abit slow.. the results are already out, but... I'M SO IN LOVE WITH MI LU BING!! =))))

xiao wei

mi lu bing is like damn cool la, can?!

nic is the cutestestestest!!!! heehee. =)

very mi ren ahhh!!! lol. i'm crazy..

2006-08-09T22:14:00.000+08:00

woo! jogged-cum-walked all the way to east coast park with shi lin. lol. i only wanted to jog and train my stamina, in the end, shi lin suggested ecp. i was like... o...ok, COOL! haha.. so we went. =)) it all started at 5.30pm.

wow! shilin really can run lar!! she's damn pro. haha. it's not really a long way from home to ecp.. we only like took an hour plus or so? my first time sia. =)) thanks shi lin for introducing this route to ecp to me! wahaha..

we passed by the underpass and we wanted to take cranky photos, but people were streaming pass, so we only took a few. =P

it's been such a long time since i been to ecp. it's damn cool lar! the sea breeze, the people.. woah! then we saw this sand castle thing by srjc. woo!! it's really pretty! haha

we talked, laughed, gossiped.. lol. so fun lar! we walked all the way to parkway and had ice kachang there! it was super cool lar!! we only reached home at aorund 9 plus. damn tired. haha. but i had a really wonderful naitonal day night with dearest shi lin!!! =))

cheerios~

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY, PEOPLE!
it's a little late, though =P

2006-08-06T19:40:00.000+08:00

woke up early in the morning at 7 plus for pw meeting at constance's house. yea, i was late. boO! we were supposed to reach at 7.15am at small mac (which means i have to wake up at 6plus in the morning), but guess wat? i woke up exactly at that time. =.=

we were at constance's house and her mother brought us food. burgers, otah balls, fish balls.. i had to go toilet thrice! lol. i seriously need to go have a chat with the doc about my bad tummy. =( something is wrong with it, i think. when it was around 11 plus, constance had to get ready to go to her church. so she sent puneet and me off while yun long took the bus from another direction. it rained heavily before the bus came. poor constance darling had to dash back to her house with no shelter! sighh... hope she doesn't fall sick.

i was at bedok library waiting for sebastian to come. man! i was there waiting for like more than an hour and he smsed me that he was still at ang mo kio. =.= then mimi called to tell me to return her scons notes, so i had to go all the way to sengkang after meeting sebastian. wah.. so troublesome! i swear i nvr borrow notes from friends that live so far away from me. lol.

then sebas came and we had a little chat over KFC. lol. it's been 3 months since we saw each other laa!!! hahha. but, he still look the same. lol.

i left for compass point (seng kang) which the ride took 50 minuTes. damn long sia. the bus was so cold somemore. then when i rEached there, mimi hasn't arrived. so i waited for her for 45min. wah... think this is how my patience is trained out, i guess. =.= while waiting, i saw ching wei and his mother. his mother said i looked thinner and gone prettier. awww... hahaha. but that means i was fat last time. GRR!! haha. actally, i thought i've always looked the same, without getting any thinner, instead getting fatter! lol. oh wells. then not long after ching wei and his mama left, i saw !kevin chua! and it was just a minute after i see wei ge off! lol. so coincidental laar!! we exchanged a few chats and he was gone. AND THEN! the minute he was gone, mimi appeared. wow.. everything loooked so coincidental! hahha.

we chatted over KFC coffee and i taught her econs. first time i teach people econs sia. lol. but it was only for a while and i had to go. boo! how i wished i could stay longer, though i see her EVERYDAY =P haha. so off i went and she met up with her friend.

to my horror. that bloody bus 87 had to broke down in the mddle of nowhere in sengkang. wah... bloody idiot!

reached home at 6 plus when i went out of house at 7 plus. hmm.. it's almot 12 hours. i feel so guilty. there's econs and chem test tmr. sigh.. wth.

~~i still haven gotten over what has happened last week. oh wells.~~

2006-08-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

replies to taggies:

jason (06aug06): HEY!
`fatin (03aug06): lol.. no ah.. bad mood nowadays sia. kak said the same thing as u thou. lol.
xiu jie (01aug06): lol. thanks buddy! :)
danial izzat (31jul06): LOL!! do u have one? haha.. it's seiona, btw. haha.. it looks beta with an "i" den "y" lar..
joel =) (31jul06): HEY HIII!!! wow!!! so cool!!! haha.. wanted to sms u de, den i forgot sia.. wish u all the very best over there!!! heehee.
kris (30jul06): ooooohh my gddnessss!!! haha. i love kris to the most most!! muackx
anonymous (30jul06): hmm... not really thou. ok lar, very long nvr listen liao. haha.
redporridge (30jul06): haha. linked! :)
jacob (30jul06): no laa.. coz i reply in the blog one mah. heehee.

overall.. this has been a damn bad week for me. seriously, this week shall go on down to my history and be ranked first for worst week ever. i hate this week. i hate monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday but not really today. because, after a full week's thought through, i've decided to let it go. i don wan to let it bother me anymore. it's been torture.

31july06, monday

i felt like a fool, well, i still do feel. but oh wells. it's ok. i already promised to let it go. everything started from this bloody day. this very unlucky day. the black cat i saw in the morning was cleary a sign to me. what bad omen. sigh... i cried, all the way home.

01aug06, tuesday

i thought today will be a much better day because it's the first of aug.. but no. it was probably worse than monday. nono, i think monday is stll worse. oh wells. it's just that both days are so bad that i donnoe which one to put first. i cired again, on my way home.

i don wan to be a cry baby. but it's just that.. wells.. it's so saddening. just when i thought everything is going back to normal, it will happen again. i've decided not to be a dog anymore. i mean it.

02aug06, wednesday

i really really thought today will be much much better. but it's stil the same. i've almost given up hope. but i din want to. i think i was trying to hold on a little bit more. JUST ONE TINY BIT. i felt so alone. never do i feel so lonely in my entire life. it's like my light was taken away. i've got no more directions.

03aug06, thursday

dr alfiani shared a story with the class that is concerning her husband and herself. she said women like to act cool while men are just too insensitive.

husband: hey! i'm so happy. i met my ex-girlfren in the army today
dr alfiani: oh? (nonchalantly) then did u guys have a nice chat?
husband: oh no. we were in a rush. but it's really nice to see her. =) *beams*
dr alfiani: (full of jealousy) well, why din't u invite her for coffee?
husband: oh, never thought of that.
dr alfiani: u try lar, try and ask her for coffee and u guys can chat over that. (acting cool)
husband: oyea, maybe i should try that. hmm...

well, dr alfiani was "fumng mad" in the class when she told us this. she was just being random and told us stuff like this. well.. actually, i do agree with her. sometimes, girls just are trying hard to act cool. but when things turn out not to be wat they expected, they break down. sadness. i'm borned woman. i think i have this characteristic too. i think women will have.

04aug06, friday

had netball trial for inter-hse games. woohoo~ i'm in the team!!!! =)) although i think i only touched the ball for a few times, i'm still glad that i went for the trial. i played the game seriously and all my troubles are forgotten. i shall indulge myself into sports and forget all those i have to forget. pe took away my troubles too. running running runnning.. running away from all those thoughts. the thoughts that i can never afford to bring it back.

since i've decided to forget about it, i shall. my god! i've been telling myself to forget, but i can't. the thought of it is too saddening. nvm. i'll overcome it. i'm strong. I AM STRONG!!!!

----sadness overcame my week----

2006-07-31T11:56:00.000+08:00

entire life's worst day

2006-07-29T15:04:00.000+08:00

replies to taggies:

passer-by (29jul06): thanks! i love my blog too. heehee.

kak (29jul06): thanks kak! =)) coz i have u supporting me wat.. lol. thanks to u!!
`fatin (29jul06): ya. it hurts badly badlly. see the first photo with all the blood? ewww.. hmm.. the badge ah? ok lar, not really tt big thought. bleahx
lins (28jul06): lol. i thpt i told u everything le?!! well.. maybe it's not entirely over yet. oh wells. haha.

-- thanks for tagging!

changed my mind. cannot live without comin online even for just a while. shit. i really need some self-control. oh wells.

had a really nice but boliao chat with mimi just now. =) smiles! she made my day. heehee.

-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
how come u come online for so long?!
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
cos i lazy do other things ma ..
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
nv online for days le so ...
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
u know u know .. haha

like as if i really know what she's up to. =.=

liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
she say she going do hw cos meeting her bf later to watch movie ....
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
so sweet hor ?
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
don envy pple lar, u this pretty woman had this b4 oso mah..
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
i was envy of u too...
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
we said u are sweet too.
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
as in ur relationship, not u
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
=P
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
lolx .. of course i'm sweet
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
wowo ... SHIT ... u can read my mind!
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
haha

lol. we read each others' minds. *grins*

-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
in anyways, u still have me lar hor?
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
haha.
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
lolx ... tao yan ... FIO >>> WO AI NI!!!!!!!!!!!
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
ya, i noe.
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
haha ... ya ..
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
u have mi 2
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
haha ..
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
i mean the second version of mi
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
alright .. not funny

she just have to spoil everything and include herself in. =.= lol. oh wells. she said she loves me, so, i shall foegive her. =P

liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
a.. u rem ar ......
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
wow .. i love u to the core man
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
LOL!!!
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
where got pple sae love u to the core de?!>!
-FĩδΝä°- best fren! [http://hanmeier.blogspot.com] says:
hhha.
liVe 2dAe .. iT's wHeRe tmL's mEmOriEs bEgIn ~ says:
really my BUDDY sia

i'm so happy with mimi. we crap together, we sad together, we happy together, we unglam together.. there are so many togethers we had. haha. there'll be more togethers in future. rite, mimi? love u to the core too!!! muackx~

2006-07-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

replies to taggies:

bowen (28jul06): hey bowen!! thankies!!! :) i'll cheer up. lol.
khairul (28jul06): haha. thanks thanks! i'm better alr! sadness that i din get to tok to u much the other day. oh wells.. cya soon!
cx (28jul06): thank you bestie! :) tt's wat i need..
cl (27jul06): yupps! with ur this sentence, there's nothing unsolvable, like wat u said! :) thanks a million. heex
diang qiang (24jul06): thanks! jia you for Asies yea? heex.
kak (24jul06): u are the bestest best! i'm better alr!! thanks kak!!!
annony (23jul06): heyhey! thanks thanks! it's rare for passerby to b so concern for me. bleahx! u work hard too!! :)
ser (21jul06): OMG!! shhhhH!! don tok abt tt can!? lol.. but miss kok reallly niceeeyy!!! heehee.
jacob (20jul06): lol.. oki lor. i'm always prepared with a camera! heehee. but ur hair looks ok lar. :)

--i love my friends. they are nicestest

right, so here i am. ready to blog again. went on a state of sad craziness for the past few days. thanks to nice nice peeps who asked. love u guys! =) i'm much much better after the long long talk with bestie on tues. thanks bestie!

well, today's a friday. i should be studying. i promise to do a quick but detailEd post for the week. ok, maybe not detailed, but is the most significant thing i did for the whole day. bleahx.

25jul06, tuesday
finally got to go home and talk nicely to bestie. been such a long time. had a lil quarrel the day before. bleahx.

26jul06, wednesday
it's meridian leaders' day! :) after all the long rehearsals.. haha. i got my badge and i suspect i look damn fat on stage. BAH!

retareded, i know.

erm.. not tt clear, though.

after the long long break from co, we are back to co again. but we didn't play our instruments. i gave a long-winded speech about co housekeeping matters and such that lasts about an hour or so. i'm now known as auntie. =.= mr low played some interesting games with us. as in, making us know how to express ourselves because we known as dead people who only know how to play music. oh wells. i broke my nail during the games.

this was how bloody it looks. BAH!

27jul06, thursday
kena pang sehed again. =.=

my nail halved today. =(

28jul06, friday
there will be extra chem lessons on every fridays till 325pm. my wong is just so nice and sweet! he bought constance cake today! heehee. we cought cake for her and kevin too! happy birthday cornsoup!!! :) kev's will be on sunday.

honkey donkey! i'm done with this wk's blog. shall blog next fri. yea, i came up with this thing today. i'm not going to blog hop or blog every now and then unless there's sth really frustrating or happy to be announced. i'l only update on FRIDAYS. miss me, pple! =)

till then~ tata.

2006-07-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

my life up till now.. sucks

seriously, i don like to post these kinds of negative entries. i don like pple to pay more attention to me. i don need that. but i really really need to express how i feel. this is my blog. if you are unhappy, bug off.

having APness right at this moment

i'm angry at everyone

i..i... i wan to shout everything out. i want to blog everything. but i can't. i can't just put everything out here..

i'm troubled. i think alot. i get irritated easily. i hate it. i blame myself. i blame everyone. i hate it. there's so many things choked right up in my throat. i wan to vomit all out at once. i can't. i know i can't. i hate it. shit.

i suck! my life sucks! everything else sucks. my life is crap. it's shit. ARGH!

2006-07-23T10:32:00.000+08:00

shit. i got discovered.

my mother discovered that i sneaked out to watch the band concert. shit.

2006-07-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

wah.. wat an exciting day! hoho. =)

sneaked out to school to watch band concert. i know i'm a bad ger. i'm not suppose to sneak out while my mama is working. but oh wells, i promise: first and the last.

reached pasir ris mrt at around 5.40 when we are suppose to meet at 5.30. late. but i only saw zul when i reached there. jie shi and shafiq said they'll be late so they'll meet us later. no, they are not together. lol. after zul and i crapped a while, danial (kak) appeared! haha. because when i arrived, i asked zul where's danial and he told me "i donnoe, he just disappeared just now". lol. yea, and after crapping together, fatin arrived. so, the four of us went to mac to have dinner. i wanted to eat actually, but due to the high expenses i've been going on nowadays, i decided to eat only apple pie. and the ever-so-great danial treated me! heehee. :) i saved on food. yay! khairul arrived a while ltr after we started on the food.

then so did jie shi. she had her dinner and we just continue crapping about.. what were we talking ahout? oh! floorball.. partly. yea, and we met up with shafiq at the mrt when he told us to meet im at the interchange. i can't believe it, we missed him when he was walking from the interchange to the mrt. maybe because the way he dressed made us miss him. lol.. the ah pek way..

sha sha and khairul! haha. sha sha is the ah pek~

i keep thinking that nobody will be in the hall to watch the band concert. but to my hugest surprise of the year (k, i exaggerated) , many people were there. i think it was like.. more than a hundred! i thought it would be less than a hundred but jie shi and fatin said it'll be at least a hundred. i'm amazed. not because mjcsb is lousy, but because tht tickets are really expensive. they are priced at 10 bucks, and worse! it was held in the sch hall. yea, i spent 10 bucks on this sch-hall concert. =.=

the ever so wonderful aichi meiden =)

but i must admit.. the concert was really REALLY good! the japanese band amazed me alot. wow! what a pity, i din't video of any parts of the concert at all. mainly because, as we were quite late, the front seats are all taken. so we settled at the back. oh wells. i tell you, maybe i should just change to watch band concerts instead of co concerts in the future. lol. they played songs that are very powerful nad from hte back, i saw many heads turned up and looked at them perform. all the backs are all straight up. interesting.

but i had to go at 9.15pm. *sobbs* my mother stopped work at 9.30 si i had to get home before her. i think the conert only ended at 9.30. so halfway thrugh thE encore piece, i sneaked out of the hall, with a wall of mjcsb people bolcking at the back. i raced home in a taxi with danial. he's damn nice lar! heehee. thanks kak!! =)) so in total, for this concert, i spent 16.50 bucks, with a uneven heart. sigh..

i reached home, bathed and did all the chores all in one go. and phew! mission accomplished! =))

2006-07-21T14:57:00.000+08:00

my goodness!

i'm typing this at home. this means that i'm already home at this point of time. now, what time is it? damn. so early. i'm home so early on a friday afternoon. maybe it's gd. because i'm only left with less than a hundred days away from promos.

yesterday at Compass period (PCCG lesson), we went to the hall and listen to what ms lai has got to share. well, whatever she has in her mind isn't pleasant. neither to her nor to us. she announced that even if we have 104 days, it's still never enough for us to study, hence she came up with calculations that we should start studying from yestedrday (which i apparently haven't) for 4 hours. it'll be 4 hours per weekday even after getting off from sch work, not counting tutorials and stuff) and 10 hours per weekend. =.= well, i hope i can do that. maybe weekend i can, but weekdays.. donnoe lehx. very vexed about alot of stuff recently. oh wells. dont wish to talk about it.

i just realised. many people are using their own blog to reply to tags. i wnoder why. UNTIL, when ytd i was bathing, i came to know that pple use blog to reply to tags is because they don wan to push down the previous tags too fast. so they should just reply tags from here. lol. so i'll reply here from now on. haha.

i stayed in school for a while to do the appreciation board for our chair and vice. :) and i must admit, it looks pretty nice. thanks for those who came early: geraldyne, jun wei, jian rong, wen yuan, doris, joshua & hong zhou, and also those who stayed back and really did the things: geraldyne, wen yuan, jun wei, jian rong, valerie & doris. =) LOL. come to think of it, while we were doing the board, we made damn lots of noise. k, it was actually me singing out of tune and them laughing. haha. well, i did that purposely to make u guys laugh ok? bleahx. =P

tmr is meet the parents session. my mama's not going. i wonder how i'm suppose to take back my report slip. sigh.. i'm dead. i fail my chem re-test. mr wong ling keong's going to baotor me. sia lar! tmr's oso band concert. donnoe my mama allow me to go anot. sianx. hope i can go, coz jie shi said if i don go, she wun go. den it'll be such a waste not to see shasha and khai. lol. oh wells.

hope tmr's concert is a success bah! ciao~ wanna study liaoo. heehee.

2006-07-19T20:06:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to hate myself

they are back

the bad feelings are back

i'm starting to hate myself

i feel like crying

but i have to hold back

what has gone over me?

i'm starting to hate myself

2006-07-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

saw cheryl's car (her mother sends us to sch every morning)

"there's a econs test today. that's what IVLE said" cheryl told me

"shit"

went to school. almost late.

my sky darkened.

diana is the new pledge commander.

i had chinese. mrs tan chased me for undone hmk. she was angry.

then it was recess. i didn't eat. no appetite.

chem lecture on chemical kinetics. donnoe wat's mr sung's talking about.

math tutorial was all about vectors. i copied question 1.

mdm tan (sub mr ng) for phy tutorial. she's not a bad teacher, just that her saliva splashes anyhow. everybody shunned from her. i sat in the front though.

lunch. i ate chinese rice. my mood sank deeper den it already was.

GP. i got the orange form. i hate myself. (orange form is only for people who didn't pass any H2 subjects)

my face blackened. my heart sank. i dono how to tell my mother.

did GP essay with a disturbed brain. tsk!

mr quek, the math lecturer, barked at those who came in late. i watched nonchalantly.

my mood not lifted. still sank. ltr got econs test.

worse. i'm beginning to hate him. argh!

sat in LT1 with no one at my right. kai hua (on my left) talkin to joanna. i nvr fet so lonely in my entire jc life before. i felt like crying but i can't.

econs test. it's counted for CA grades. shit. i know nuts about econs. i'm going to get 0 again. yea, it's Z-E-R-O.

have to stay back for freaking Meridian Leaders' Day rehearsal. joshua (CO chairman) wasn't around. i was there lonely again. i always feel lonely at this leaders thing.

walked up the stage. afiq shouted "sehat" at me. =.= i bowed. walked behind. talked to some other people. i was better for a while. A WHILE only. walked down. back to queue. took leaders' pledge.

repeated everything again. sianed

went home with yan ling, kai wen, pei peng.

reached home.

the worse is yet to come. i'm not prepared to tell. HOW?!

"this is the meet the parents' session form. everybody has to be there."

said that in hope that my mum wun get so agitated.

I WAS WRONG

"don't lie! ur sis told me it's only people who fail then do teachers want to see the parents"

shit. she knows.

"just tell me what are ur results. no need to beat around the bush"

"4 U" silently praying nothing happens.

"4 Us!!!!!! u dare to come back with 4 Us!"

silence. 2 big eyes were staring at me, with fire that is. i didn't dare to look up.

the rest of the process is too violent.

she tore my orange paper. damn.

i had a bad day. what a good day to listen to 'i had a bad day'.

why is all these comin back when everything was about to go back to normal?

2006-07-16T11:07:00.000+08:00

i came online to do research on GP media. i donnoe why i am here. i'm bored. SIANZ..

boliao-ness brings to this:

christmas is only 5 months and 9 days away..

i wonder how i pass my promos. i wonder how i's going to spend my 5 months. sigh.. so forward-looking. aww..

OH! good luck to MJ band pple in their NBC! good luck bestie, good luck linlin. =))

2006-07-15T19:38:00.000+08:00

i just realise....

there's alot of couples in mj..

when will it be my turn? sigh..

2006-07-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

wake up early in the morning to attend the workplan seminar. one word spells it all: SIANZ..

oh wells. but actually i learnt somethings to be frank. whatever that has to do with envisioning.. blah blah blah.

BLAH BLAH BLAH

for mini-lunch, i met up with michelle (i call her mimi) and had it at west plaza (or is it mall? it's just the other kopitiam aside from elias mall) we had such a long long loooong talk. we talked about families, relationships.. ah.. mimi is so nice to talk to. =)

it's been such a long time since i have heart-to-heart talk with anyone.. because bestie is busy. boO! well, i suggest if any day anyone is feeling low, it's always best to confide in someone. don bury inside u and feel so uneasy at any time. serious, it's always good to talk to someone u trust. and warn that person for not telling on you beforehand, of course. u'll be happier, trust me. =)

2006-07-14T21:20:00.000+08:00

it's been such a long time since reg4 lunch together again. =))

after waiting for more than half an hour for zul, danial and faisal, to arrive tampines mall, we went to our usual place -- LJS to lunch. i was waiting so bloody sorangly at small mac for everyone to turn up. jie shi was still in school; i couldn't contact fatin; the three guys are at friday prayers.. sigh.. but oh wells, the wait was pretty worth it coz we went to LJS and had great fun by just talking. lol

we shared quite a number of juicy gossips and we kept bursting out in BIg laughters. really BIG, like the whole LJS could hear us. though we finished our lunch in aound less than half an hour, we sat there for 2 plus hours. it was so long lar! haha. the trays were cleared but we wre still there. =P

we went to our another usual hang-out -- the playground. but sadly, it was so fully occupied. i can still remember we called a chair "the truth chair". ahh.. those were the times. sigh..

i play floorball! =))

yupps, i can't believe it man! after so long for not really talking to one another (due to stress and other elements) we can still talk about anything under the sun. i know what reg 4 is for. we are for talking! haha. talking together can keep all of us so hipe up! =)

zul posing.. =.=

only the girls took photo. me, hidaya, fatin and jie shi =)

i love reg 4

2006-07-13T18:37:00.000+08:00

it's NOT a beautiful day today. i am horribly sad. *sobbs*

but thanks to those who tried to cheer me up. i really appreciate it.

best fren: thanks for comforting me, always there for me and listening to my problems and at the same time giving me advices
michelle: thanks for making me laugh though i really din want to nor have the mood to
shi lin: thanks for hearing me out and giving me hope
kai hua: thanks for accompanying me and provding me with tissue
joanna: thanks for forcing me to eat ice cream and telling me how ice cream can make one happy
raj and puneet: for trying to make me smile with that air fresherner thingy
06S210: thanks for asking how i am thoughout the whole day`

A BIG THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO ASKEd. =))

2006-07-12T07:43:00.000+08:00

GREAT

i think somehow or rather, i'm feeling much much better

michlle lim's saying: be happy all the time, don let such little thing upset u. choose to be happy, like me =)

thanks darl! =) i think i should be happy, no matter what. because..

HAPPINESS CAN ONLY STAY FOR A WHILE, NOT ALWAYS, MUST GRAB IT BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE AND IT DISAPPEARS AGAIN

o..ok . i'll be happy again now that:

world cup is over
co concert is over
something gonna be over too

there's still things obstructing though:

parent-ct meeting because of mid yrs (i'll surely get this)
handphone being gone, because midyr's suxks

i'll work hard for promos, nevertheless

co concert

2006-07-11T20:42:00.000+08:00

our very first outdoor co concert, maybe the last for the j2s, at Singapore Conference Hall (SCH). although the concert wasn't that prestigious, with audience that is less than 40, i still think MJCO should have done better. seriously, i mean seriously serious, i doubt many of us took this concert seriously. perhaps because this concert is JUST a lunchtime concert and yes, no friends attended. worse, children are our main audience. i heard people saying "WE ARE from JC and HERE WE ARE, PERFORMING TO LITTLE KIDS??!?!?!"

i agree

we are soo soo soo much older and we have to perform for them??! it's some kind of throwing-face thing. BUT aren't kids better than NO kids, NO audience? we have to think. though mjco isn't bagged with numerous golds nor much of any tittle, i still hold a tiny teeeeeny weeeeeny hope for us -- that is IF we work hard together. oh wells. conductor is going to be gone for good, who can we depend on now? IT'S OURSELVES?! what if the new conductor isn't as good as conductor guo? we know what we should do.

the concert wasn't a success, i shall say. all those that was practised and practised time and over again, wasn't performed properly. i just feel... disappointment. we practised till late night as if we were in a competition, not much though, and this is what we tell other people -- our music is messy. seriously, we have to pull our socks higher and higher till our waists. sigh..

i hope there's hope for our co. i hope we can have hope. i hope this hope will become a reality. i hope..